Liar, Liar

Part Four: Lost Without You

Inspired by the song "Half A Heart" by One Direction

So your friend's been telling me

You've been sleeping with my sweater

And that you can't stop missing me

  The pain hasn't lessened... it's been three weeks, and it still feels like there's a big whole in my life without Y/N. Sam talks to her over the phone now and then. He says she's still hurting, that she misses me... but I don't think she's coming back.

Bet my friend's been telling you

I'm not doing much better

'Cause I'm missing half of me

  I know Sam has been telling her what I mess I am now she's not here. I've tried everything to numb the pain, hunting, women, booze, even zoning out on the television. But none of that seems to work. If anything, it only makes the ache in my heart more present and real.

Forget all we said that night

No, it doesn't even matter

'Cause we both got split in two

  I know she was right. None of this would have happenend if I had just said something. But I guess it's too little too late. It's too late to fix this.

If you could spare an hour or so,

We'll go for lunch down by the river

We can really talk it through

  If I could just find her... if I could tell her everything: why I did what I did, how much it kills me that I hurt her, how much I desperately need her in my life, how much I miss her, how much I love her; would any of that be enough for her to forgive me?

Though I try to get you out of my head

The truth is I got lost without you

And since then I've been waking up to

  She's the only thing on my mind. My whole life is becoming consumed by my regret. I'm lost without Y/N. Completely, hopelessly lost. How could I be so blind?

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

  I feel like half a person, like she made me whole. What I wouldn't give just to hear her voice one more time...

I'm half a man at best

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

  I can't keep living like this. I need her. I love her more than anything else in this world, and I can't just give that up.

Without you, without you, half a heart without you

  Maybe she doesn't want to see me, but I have to try.

Without you, without you,

  But if I could just see her face one more time...

I'm half a heart without you

  I have to find Y/N.