Live fully and fearlessly

Chapter four

I was up stairs while my mother talked to the neighbors. I didn't want to be down there with Simon in the room I mean what the hell first he harrases me in my room then just shows up like he is a good person.

Fuck!

There was a knock on my door I got up to open it to see Simon at the door smirking. Me not being in the mood I slammed to door in his face but he caught it and push it open.

"What the hell are you doing in my room" I yelled at him.

"I wanted to see you" he said.

"Well you saw me know get out before I call up for my mom" I said.

Taking a seat on my bed I heard the door close   but he didn't leave he was standing in my room glaring at me.

"What's your fucking deal with me?" I asked.

"Nothing" he replies. I rolled my eye at him and his glare turn to a sour look. " what is your problem?" He asked back.

"My problem ha my problem is you." I said while getting up to walk closer to him.

He trew his head back and laughed at me.

Then I did the only thing that I could think off and slapped his in the face hard.

"What the fuck is wrong with you" he said cupping his left cheek.

"You were laughing at me and don't want to listen to me" I said.

He grabbed my arms and pushed me until my knees hit the side of the bed and I fell down. He let go of my arms and hovered over me with a smirk plastered on his face.

"What the hell?" I asked him.

He didn't reply he took both my wrists into his hand a placed them about my head but that was a bad idea when he was looking at them.

"Why?" Asked looking at them.

I didn't respond because I didn't know how to.

He got up and was pacing in my room.

I looked down to embarrassed to look.

I felt a finger going under my chin as he looked at me with a blank look.

Don't cry Nicky wait till he leaves. As if the gods above were answering my prays my mom calles Simon down saying that his mom was leaving.

"This conversation isn't over nicky" he said while walking out the room.

When the door closed I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding in.

Shit he fucking saw. He thinks I am weak he is going to tell everyone. FUCK!.

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The next morning i woke up to go to school.

My mom was at work already so I just grabbed my helmet and drove to school.

Today wasn't my day either as his works keep running through my mind.

I walked up to my locker to see ash standing there.

"Hey want one as she held up a cig for me I took it went to the back of the school with her and smoke till the first bell rang.

I don't know what he want all I know is I got to be careful.