Live fully and fearlessly

Chapter five

I woke up the next morning I woke up and got ready for school.

I wasn't ready to face him. It was hard because I didn't want him to figure out what happen.

I went down and mom was making breakfast.

"Morning mom" I said to mom.

"Morning honey would you like some tea?" She asked me.

"No mom I am running late" I said while walking to the door.

I opened up the door to be greeted by an ominous Simon.

"Why are you here?" I asked him while getting out of the door to go to my bike, but he stopped me.

" I thought you would like a ride to school, but I see that your the one that owns the beauty" he said eyeing my bike.

"Yea" I said. Putting my helmet on I got on the bike.

I drove to school deciding to just ditch for the day.

I went to the park. I lit a cig and sat on the swing just thinking about things.

What has my life turned into? I can't believe it's being a year since everything happened. Then this new guy comes along and wants yo uncover my entire past. I was the one that fucked up I was the one who killed him. It wasn't no accident at all.

The only people that know is my family, ash, and the guy that got away the one that left me high and dry.

Ryan the most wanted person alive.

He was my best friend till last year.

My thoughts got interrupted by a tap on my shoulder.

P I turned around to come face to face with ash.

"Why are you here and not school" she scolded me.

"I don't know didn't feel like coming today and you know how my mom is" I said.

"Yea that's true" she said.

I grabbed my pack of cigarettes and took two out I lit both and gave one to ash.

"Why is it when ever you ditch you come out to the park" ash asked me out of nowhere.

I thought about that too.

"I don't know ash but it may seem crazy and all but when I come here I can think." I told her

She looked at me with a questionable look on her face.

Yep I am crazy. Worst part is no one really knows that I am, wait that maybe a good thing.

"Well I have to go nicky lunch is about to be over and I don't want to be caught skipping" she said, getting up from her seat beside mine she walked to her car and drove off.

And I am alone again.

Don't get me wrong I love ash but sometimes I just want to be alone and just think.

I got up to walk towards my bike and started to drive home when out of no where this person jumps in front of me. I slammed on breaks to see who I got but theirs no one there.

What the fuck!

This can't be happening again.

People were looking at me and I sped off going to my house cause my mom would be at work. By now let's just hope my dad ain't home.

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Twenty min later I was at my house. I parked in the garage and went in side my dad isn't home yet which I am glad for I didn't want to be questioned at the moment.

I went up to my room to run my self a nice got bath. I stripped of all my clothing and got into the bath.

I closed my eyes a relaxed.

I heard my phone go off I reached over and grabbed my phone from the sink.

"Hello" I said.

"Well hello there my dear old friend Nicky." The person on the other end said.

Oh no, this can't be happening? why is he calling me?  how the hell does he has my number?

"How did you get this number ryan" I yelled at him.

"I got my ways sweet heart" he said.

I could hear him chuckling on the other side. He thinks this is funny.

Without saying another word I hung up on him.

Why now?