Live fully and fearlessly

12

I walked out of class to head home.

I grabed my phone out of my pocket and dialed the only person that I know would take the pain away the only person that would help me with this pain.

Ring ring ring.

He answered on the third ring "Nicky didn't expect you to call me seeing you stood me up at the park" he said with amusement in his voice.

"Ryan shut the fuck up and meet me at my house" I said not taking his bull Shit.

"Isn't that place still a crime scene?" He asked.

Shit it is fuck.

"Well can i come to yours?" I asked him

"Yea it's the same as last time". He said.

"Alright be there in twenty" I said and hung up.

I wanted to forget what happen, I want to get fucked up and not remember my name and I know just the person to help and that is Ryan he has always been the part type so I knew who to call.

I went to change into something sexy, I walked to my closet and grabed some back booty shorts with belly shirt.

I out it on and looked in the mirror my belly button piercing stood out and that's what I wanted.

I went to the door and got on my bike it wasn't cold out so what I had on wasn't to cold for me to be on this bike.

I went to his house and when I got there I was surprised to see there wasn't a party I guess he knew me so well that I wouldn't want a whole party.

I pulled up and go off the bike and walked to the door and knocked twice. He answered and smirked at me and I smiled up at him.

"Hi Ryan long time no see" I said to him looking at him like he was the only person I wanted.

"Hi Nicky don't you look sexy tonight. Come on let get you inside." He said still checking me out.

We walked into the kitchen and I followed him.

He grabed a bottle of patron and two cups.

"You remembered what I liked" i said grabbing the bottle " but you forgot I don't drink it from a cup I drink it from the bottle" I said opening the bottle and taking a big sip.

He laughed at me. " you haven't changed on bit babe" he said walking closer to me.
I put a hand on his chest. " Go out some music on" I told him and he went and out on skin by rianna. 

I put the bottle down and walked over to him and pushed him down on the chairs and started to sway my hip to the music he knew I would dance to this song but I wanted to forget about tonight.

I swayed my hips to the song and he had his hand on my hip.

I grabed me and pulled me to him and I kept dancing on him. I felt his lips on my neck right on the sweet and he bit me.

I stopped and placed my hand on his chest and he looked at me with so much lust in his eyes.

I smiled and placed my lips right at the corner of his lips and went to his ear " make me for get ryan" I whispered in his ear and I didn't have to tell him twice as he lifted me up and I left his lips touch mine in a rough kiss.

He still knows how I like it rough.

I kissed him back with equal the force.

I grabed the hem of his shirt and he broke the kiss so I could take it off, he placed his lips back on me and kissed me. I felt his tongue trace my bottem lip to give him entrance but I didn't give it to him. I felt his hands go in my hair and he pulled it hard cause me to gasp and he kissed  me back and I felt his tongue go into my mouth and we fought for dominance he won.