Live fully and fearlessly

Chapter 11

I woke up and got ready for school. I wore a black tank top with a pairs of black skinny jeans and my leather jacket.

I felt like I was ready too take on the world and to start was to face the people at hand.

I need to do this because I can't let anyone get hurt cause of me. My parents already died because of me and I am going to do anything to prevent anyone else getting hurt.

I walked out the door not waiting for Simon. I plugged my head phones into my phone and put on bring me the horizon doomed.

I walked to school not give a shit on how humid it was out side.

I am lost, lost in a world that didn't know who I was hell I didn't even know what has become of me all I know I have lost my self.

I lost the only two people that truly knew me and now I didn't know what the fuck I was going to do with my life.

I finally arvied at school it took a hour and I wa half that I miss first period and that second period just stared so I didn't have to face anyone just yet.

I walked to my locker and took out my books out for second period and walk to the class.

I stoped and looked at the door and took a deep breath before opening the door and when I walked in every one stoped what they were doing and looked at me.

I stared at the ground not wanting to see any once face.

'Damn she looked rough'

'Why did she comes back so soon'

'Even though she lost her parents she is still a bitch'

'I don't fucking pity her she deserves it's

That's what people said.

I felt the tears fall as I took my seat. I felt empty I didn't want to be here but I have to i still wanted to make my parent proud cause I promiaed them I would finish school for them.

I put my head down not paying attention to what the teacher had to say, I shouldn't came to school today it hell.

Some one poked me, I looked up and saw a boy was starting at me "what you want" I said with a bitter tone.

I know I shouldn't take it out on anybody but what do I have left huh?

"I heard what happen and wanted to make sure you are okay" he said shyly.

"I'll be alright" I said putting my head back down.

What the fuck is up with this dude asking me so many questions. Yet he looks familiar but I can't put the name to the face.

"What is your name?" I asked him.

"Robert" he relpied.

I looked down because it's couldn't be him right the Robert that hangs out with Ryan and his gang friends.

He smirked at me. What's up with guys smirking at me?

We do I have to do this maybe I will just drop out and get my GED cause I don't want to deal with people in my life I don't want deal with school, don't want people to pity me.