Live fully and fearlessly

Chapter 7

SIMONS POV

I can't believe I almost kissed her. I mean, I wanted to, but damn, I shouldn't have done it like that.

I was so close until she told me to stop I thought she liked me but I guess not.

We got to this party and I went off with another girl while Nicky did what she wanted to do.

I saw she went to the dance floor.

Man she can move I was about to go dance with her but saw Ryan go for it. He has a smirk on his face.

I went upstairs with this chick I forgot her name I don't keep ties with any of them.

I am a fuck then than dump them kind of guy but with Nicky if different I want to be around her and I want to know what she is hiding.

I know that she is cause I can see it in her eyes.

"Yo I saw that chick you brought her run out the house. She also kicked Ryan in the balls and slapped the shit out of him."  Jake my best friend from middle school said, running towards me.

Shit!

I ran out of the house and saw Nicky by the river near the house

I ran over to her.

She was crying.  I didn't like it.

It never bothered me when girls cried but her I didn't like it, it sounded like she was broken hearted about something.

" hey" I said.

"Go away" she said softly.

I knew she didn't want to be alone. I know that when a girl says leave me alone or go away, not to.

I learned that from mama.

"No Im not going anywhere. I don't care if we talk about or not I am not leaving you alone like this." I said while taking a seat next to her.

I saw her shiver "are you cold" I asked her and she nodes.

I shrug off my jacket and wrap it around her.

"I had a best friend named Ryan and he was there at the party"  she wisphered.

Well, at least she told me something. Now I know that she knows Ryan cause they were best friends.

" What happen" I asked her and she looked at me with the most sad eyes.

"Long story and a story for another day" she said getting up.

"Come on I'll take you home" I said but she shook her head.
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"I am planing on getting drunk" she said.

"No I told your dad you wouldn't drink" I said.

"Oh come on Simon were is the fun in that huh?" She said while walking back to the house.

"Fuck. why can't she just listen for once?!" I said to my self.

I walked into the house. It reeked from everything.

Went to go find Nicky but I saw her in the corner making out with some guy.
 
I didn't like it. It make me feel weird inside.

I want her lips on me and no one else.

Call me selfish but I just didn't like it.

I pulled the guy off her.

"What the fuck dude?" he said.

"My girl" I said the two words like they were silk.

" No I am not. I am no ones girl." She said.

To be honest that hurt a bit.
 
I need to make her mine.

"You and me will have this conversation later." I said with an expressionless face.

Before the guy could say anything else I punch him straight in the jaw and he was so drunk that it knocked him out.

" What the fuck" Nicky said.

I didn't say anything as I grabbed Nicky wrist and pulled her behind me up the stairs.

We stoped infornt of the matter bed room were I know that we won't be disturbed.

"What are we doing in here" she asked me while taking a seat on the bed.

"What the fuck Nicky? I thought you were better than that. Do you really just go around kissing random guys" I yelled at her and she jumps back at my sudden reaction towards her.

"So what you think just cause I wanted to forget what happen I am some sort of whore that want to sleep around with everyone" she yelled back at me.

I smirk because she is cute when she is mad.

"If I was you I would wipe that smirk off your face before I smack it off" she threatened.

"I would love to see you try baby girl" I said while stepping closer to her as she was getting up from the bed.

She tries to slap me and I grab her hand pull her closer to me and she struggles to get out.

She got a hand free and tried again, I caught her hand and pushed her against the wall.

She blushes and I look down at her lip and she looks at mine but this time I didn't wait for a response from her.

I slam my lips against her.