I actually thought, I got of my depressed state. Nope! CAUSE OF THOSE FAKE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO FUCKING THREATEN TO HUMILIATE ME!!!! I know that was a long time ago, maybe twenty some hours ago, but how can you not stop feeling depressed when that shit is normal in your life? Don't fucking tell me to "be careful" I know you care about me, and I appreciate it, I do. BUT I CANT BE CAREFUL WHEN EVERY TIME I SEE A SHARP OBJECT, I WANNA CUT. I CAN NOT BE CAREFUL WHEN I WANNA KILL MYSELF. I CAN NOT BE CAREFUL WHEN IM CRYING MY HEART OUT TWENTY FOUR SEVEN!!!
I CANT, OKAY. I CANT. BECAUSE OF SO MANY REASONS, THAT I WILL NOT EXPLAIN. DO NOT PUSH IT. DO NOT TELL ME TO LET IT OUT, BECAUSE I WONT. NOT NOW, NOT EVER. ARE WE GOOD? OTAY.
WHEN I SAY IM FINE, I MEAN IM FINE. IF YOU DONT WANT ME PISSED OFF, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, BECAUSE IM TRIGGERED AND UPSET. IM LITERALLY THROWING PILLOWS AT THE WALL. IM THAT FRUSTRATED.
DIDNT WANNA READ THIS!? OH, IM SORRY. I DIDNT MEAN TO OFFEND YOU AND MAKE YOU READ THIS. WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO MAKE UP FOR IT? *sarcastic and rolls eyes*
OKAY.
YOU ARE READING
Random Shiz
RandomJust rants, and other ways I let things out. If you don't like, it then fuck off
