Soonhoon Oneshots

Tsundere boyfriend: me

Kwon Soonyoung.

When I first laid my eyes on you, I had no idea what to think. You are just that beautiful. I lashed out at you...because I didn’t know what else to do. It was my instinct. I’m sorry that it may have hurt you, luckily it didn’t appear to. You were always a strong one, weren't you?

When we met the second time, my initial thought was “This must be fate.” I was so naive back then. You bumped into me, causing me to drop a book. It wasn’t a very good book. I had gotten bored of it, and was planning on returning it. I’m sorry I made you pick it up, I guess. What else am I supposed to say? I’m not good with words. Never have been, never will be. But you understand me so that's good enough.

That confession...I didn’t mean it, I swear (I meant the words, but not the timing). I remember embarrassment washed over me and I just wanted the floor to swallow me, as cliché as that sounds. You were understanding however, and didn’t push it. That made me not regret it.

Our dates have gotten more carefree haven’t they? We’re good with just taking a stroll in the park, hand in hand, in silence. Not much of a date when you think about it, but any time spent with you is never wasted time. The most recent date we had (two days ago, if you can remember but I doubt that), we literally just popped some popcorn and snuggled on the couch while watching a movie. Neither of us uttered a word, but our prescences were enough.

I don’t want to say too much; thoughts and feelings can’t be expressed fully in a finite space. I...was a b*tch, honestly. I’m still proud of who I am, and who I was, because it shaped me into who I am today. You helped with that. I am eternally grateful for your existence.