i can't love you

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danny/adores POV
i stay outside of the tour bus smoking for around an hour until the driver comes back and tells me its time to hit the road again. i step on the bus and immediately feel everyones eyes on me "adore you lied to us" alaska says "what?" i ask puzzled, "you lied to me and alaska, you told us you stopped the drugs and were eating like normal again" katya replies, "i-i.. how would you know if i did drugs or not?" i ask, they all step to the side revealing my secret stash of drugs all placed out on the table "i found them whilst i was unpacking" bianca tells me. "no because i kept them all in my bag" i say seeing through roys lie. i storm into my room and slam the door, i run and jump onto my bed and sob into my pillow. i feel the end of my bed sink so i sit up to see roy sat there "what do you want roy" i snap, he knows im serious because i didnt call him willow or bianca "i want to help you danny" he answers "dont pretend you care" i say "danny i care. i care about you more then ive ever cared about anything or anyone" he says and i can see a few tears forming in his eyes "why are you starving yourself" he asked but i just ignored him and looked down, he pushed my chin up so i had to listen to him "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF" he shouts, scaring at me because he is still holding my face. he realises hes scared me and tries to pull me in for a hug "you would never understand roy" i say before getting up and running off the bus.

roy/biancas POV
i eventually decide i should check on her so i step off the bus and shes nowhere to be seen i look around for 15 minuted and shes still nowhere so i freak out and ring as many queens as i can and no one has seen her anywhere. after searching for what seemed like days but was probably around an hour i get to a park, shes sat on the floor with her legs crossed and her head in her hands. "wtf danny! you scared the shit out of me!!" i shout, im angry that she disappeared to a park without letting any of us know where she went, she jumps up and looks too scared to say anything, this is how i know somethings really up with her. the old danny would be fighting and shouting right now being the cholo he is and the chola adore is. i walk over and hug him tightly "i was really worried about you" i whisper, danny looks up at me, clearly disappointed in himself. i feel the sudden urge to kiss him and before i even think im pressing my lips onto his. hes surprised at first but relaxes into the kiss. after we stop we just walk back to the bus in silence. i can tell somethings still up so i decide to give him space and i'll try to talk and help him tomorrow. to be honest, i have a lot of thinking to do aswell.