I could have saved him. I survived crashing an airplane into the ocean and staying there for years.
Could I have survived jumping after Buck?
Could I have saved him?
It's the dream that pains me for seventy years, it hurts more than fire. I could have saved him. On replay. His fall. My fall. I could have jumped after him. I could have saved him.
For a dreamer,time doesn't exist. And for a while, that's what I am. Not a soldier, not even a human.
A dreamer
It pains more than anything I've experienced, the serum, the fights, it's nothing. More than the cold, cold ice without breath, and more than the darkness.
And I let it haunt me.
Becouse even unconscious,
I can't make Bucky my nightmare.
I could have saved him.
Over and over and over.
For seventy years.
But after all,
Time doesn't exist
For a dreamer.
