¥. Mabey more than one part? Ik I've said that before lol .¥
If you think it was Steve Rogers choice to (fall in love) have a crush, you're wrong
If you think it was Steves choice to (fall in love) have a crush on his best friend, you're even wronger
If you think Steve choose to (fall in love) have a crush on his best friend, Bucky Barnes, you'd be such a liar the judge would but you in jail even though you didn't do anything.
Steve Rogers didn't want this.
He wanted a normal life. He had a plan. Well, ish
'Stevie's super well planned future' stood at the top with Bucks handwriting.
1. Live with the amazing Mr. Barnes
2. Go to war (try)
3. Get married
4. Have kids and name all the boys Bucky
5. Grow old w buck and talk abt the good ol days when you nearly died every week
6.
Simple right?
Then came the serum
They told me it would make everything inside me...more
They seemed to have forgotten to mention this.
He knew he had feelings for him. He always though them brotherly
It seemed different now
He found him again. Nearly dead.
The whole way his thoughts were about that.
Love. Loss. Love. Loss.
Love; Mabey Bucky felt something too
Loss: he lost Bucky. His men. His captain America symbol.
Love: happiness.
Loss; Death. In an ally.
He found his room, at the end. They get out. It's sort of a blur.
The walk home, he wants to tell him the whole time. But there's too many people.
They make it. Steve wants to reach for bucks hand.
Later that night, they walk back from the bar together. Bucks probably drunk, he thinks, and won't remember. Or will. I don't know what's better.
'Buck?'
'Hmm?'
'Can I tell you something?'
'Sure'
I stop. What am I doing.
'What?' He asks.
'I ___'
¥shitty but in my defense it's three am. More?¥
