Grey and careless

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We all die right?

That's what so many things are based off of.

We all die
Live like you want
Dress like you want
Do what you want
Have you're relatives pay money to bury you
Like you want

Right?

Or Mabey that's all a lie.
Mabey this life is just a stop over. Mabey we continue over to a life that's hundreds of years
Where it's based of this life

Or Mabey Bucky Barnes was just suicidal

He was on a mission. And Steve Rogers was dead.

And running through battle, he couldn't stop thinking

It doesn't work like that.
He can always focus

Right?

Or Mabey the loss of the love of his life
The person who saved him
So many times
Was distracting him

It's his first mission after his death. He died in battle. He wasn't there. If he would have looked over, ran over to him as he fell down
Mabey he would have survived
At least he wouldn't have died alone

Bleeding while Bucky was far away fighting
For a future just out of reach
At that time, they felt like
The future was at their fingertips
And then they'd won
And he'd smiled
And looked over
And seen him
Lying down
And he'd run over and felt his pulse
And felt....

Nothing

And at the moment, the future blasted off

It was no longer at their fingertips

It was out of his reach

And he felt nothing

And it had been months

And he's fighting again now
He might be ok
He might not

But Bucky Barnes keeps fighting.

And as he runs towards the enemy, he feels something at his back

And he looks back

And sees something

And falls down

And feels something cold run down his back
And reaches out and feels it

And his hand comes back bright red

And he sits down in shock

Is he going to Steve now?

Will he leave by a bridge
That's only available for those who have done good
Or believe they are good

Or will he fade

Until he's nothing but a myth

A story

And as he lies down, he sings doesn't know what to do
So he sings a song

A song Steve used to love

'You are my sunshine' the last letters are nearly a whisper as every word pains him more and more, the blood spreading like wings below him

'My only sunshine'
He knows he's dying, and he knows that when those blood red wings are big enough
That's what will fly him away

He sees the other avengers rush by

'You make me happy'

The sound of war overwhelmes him
The sky is beutiful
White clouds
The sunset colouring them pink
The blue sky is fading

And he sees Steve reaching out

'When skies are...'

And he takes Steves hand

But it's empty
It's just mist
And that's what he becomes
As they sky goes black for Bucky Barnes
The avengers don't notice
And as Bucky Barnes lies there,
Red wings
Head to the side
His eyes open

He knows nothing of the future
But he does knows
Or hopes
He's going to meet Steve again

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