The Unspeakable

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The Unspeakable

Growing up you are frequently asked a question

A deep question that was always far too personal but nobody saw it that way

People would ask me - What is your biggest fear?

I would smile and say spiders and they would laugh

I would lie.

Every time I would lie because the answer was always far too unspeakable

The answer was always far too above their head

Far too above my head.

The answer is something simple

Something easy

Something pleasant

Something horrific

Something so terrible it makes me physically sick when I think about it

Something that has stolen more lives than any disease

More lives than any monster or creature of the imagination

More lives than anyone in human history

My deepest fear has always been comfort.

The complacent comfort that people feel following anything good

It is the prime evil in the world

It drains the body of will

It creates laziness and excuses

It takes the adventurous soul and tames it

It sits at home

It is a creature of habit and repetition

It sucks life away without anyone realizing it

It lies on the lips of woman

In the hollows of a couch

In the folds of a blanket

In a mothers eyes

It is the prime evil

Something that has stolen more lives than any disease

More lives than any monster or creature of the imagination

More lives than anyone in human history

So I smile and say spiders and they laugh

I lie

The answer far too unspeakable

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