Disguising as My Wife's Teacher (COMPLETED) gxg

Chapter 23: Cloud

Cairrel's POV

One day, I just remembered many things about my past with Skye who happened to be my wife na pala.

Hindi ko pwedeng ipagkamali na panaginip lang ang lahat dahil higit sa lahat na bahagi ng nakaraang yun ay si Bettina, ang new faculty member sa Airrelton University.

Kahit sobrang nalilito sa mga nangyari, gumawa ako ng paraan upang malaman kung totoo bang kasal kami ni Skye.

I searched all over the extra room of our house some sort of evidence that it's not a dream.

And I succeeded, also to find out that the divorce thingy na hinihingi noon ni Skye is real.

Naaalala kong kasal kami, pero gayundin ang pag-amin nya noon sa harap ng aming pamilya na may mahal syang iba, si Bettina.

Sobrang saya ko na malamang kasal na pala ko sa mahal ko pero kaakibat rin nun ang sakit na dapat pala'y hiwalay na kami noon kung hindi lang kami naaksidente ng anak ko na nawala nung mga panahong yun.

Kyerrel is my daughter.

I just also realized it now, that her name is a combination of mine and Skye.

Namalayan ko na lang na umiiyak na pala ko nung may bumasa sa mga documents na hawak ko.

I felt as if there is something squeezing my heart because of this unfathomable pain inside.

Sobrang sakit ring makita na madalas silang dalawa ni Bettina na magkasama at magkausap.

I waited for her to tell me about the real score between her and Bettina but it never happened until I exploded because of anger.

Naging bingi ako sa pagmamakaawa nyang pagkatiwalaan sya pero para saan pa di ba?

Nasaktan na nya ko, nahulog ulit sa kanya, at lalong napaniwala sa mga pagpapanggap nya.

Ang tanga-tanga ko.

And because of anger that was built inside me, I became my old self again.

Troublemaker, bully, at laman ng iba't-ibang bar.

Gabi-gabi umuuwi, at pinapatay ang sarili sa alak pero eto at puso ko lang ata ang mauunang sumuko at hindi ang katawan dahil nagigising pa rin naman ako kinaumagahan.

You think I am happy everytime I see her being bullied by my underlings?

It's definitely not.

Masyado lang akong bulag sa mga pagmamakaawa nya at paghabol at binulag ako ng galit.

What I cannot accept the most is when I witnessed with my own two eyes their 'moment' inside the comfort room.

Parang dinukot ang puso ko sa eksenang yun pero ang tanging nagawa ko lang ay mapanggap na hindi ako apektado sa nakita at umaktong wala lang ang lahat.

But honestly, I am trying my best not to pull that girl's hair at ilayo sa mahal ko.

Di ko kaya.

Natatakot akong ipaglaban ang pag-ibig na meron ako sa kanya tas sa huli si Bettina pa rin naman ang pipiliin nya.

Di ko na rin alam kung ano bang pumasok sa isip ko at nakipagmake out may Nicolo sa loob ng classroom kahit maraming nanonood.

I know it's too degrading on my part because of what I am doing but I don't think I am in the right mind to think whatever is right.

Blame me for all I care, this is me even before she came again into my life.

After our intimate moment ni Nicolo ay ang nagbabagang tingin ni Skye pero walang pakialam lang akong tumingin dito kahit sa loob-loob ko ay apektado ako ng aking nakikita.

May kaba rin akong nararamdaman sa ipinapakita nyang galit pero di ko lang ipinapahalata.

Ilang baldeng pagpipigil ang binaon ko upang di sundin ang urge to follow her when she walks out of the classroom.

I just remained seated but there's this commotion outside na nagpabalik sa kamalayan ko.

Isang humahangos na Cloud Victoria Mendez ang umappear sa aming classroom habang may hinahanap at tumama ang paningin nya sa pwesto ko.

"What do you know about your past?",madiing bulong saken ni Cloud nang makalapit sa kinaroroonan ko.

Alam kong ayon sa pagkakatanong nya may alam sya.

Maaaring nasabi na sa kanya ni Skye kung anong alam ko.

Parang nagpipigil naman sa galit na napasuklay ito sa buhok at tumingin saken ng masama nung di ako sumagot.

"Do you really remember nothing of what role did Bettina had in your life before?",maya-maya ay tanong nito na pilit pinapakalma ang sarili.

"Para ano pa? Dammit Cloud, ako ang agrabyado dito, wag mong kinakampihan ang pinsan mo",I said with greeted teeth.

"Agrabyado? You? Fuck it Cairrel! If you did remember how my cousin admitted to your relatives and ours that they had an affair, then you should have also made a way to remember of why did my cousin done that! Dammit Cairrel! All her life, what she did is to always love you but when will you be able to see it? With just that bit of memories you've gained, you almost throw everything you'd been have together! If I was the one to be followed, that marriage of yours? Matagal ko na sanang ipinadivorce so that she can finally be freed from loving you that much mula noon hanggang ngayon!",sigaw ni Cloud sa harapan ko na nagpabigat lalo sa kalooban ko.

Pero hindi ko pa rin sya pinakinggan bagkus ay matapang ko syang tiningnan.

"Wag kang magmarunong Cloud na parang alam mo ang sitwasyon kung saan niloko ako ng taong mahal ko. She kept to me everything and made a fool of me about everything that she could have told me beforehand! Bakit kailangan pang maulit ang nakaraan kung saan kailangang humantong kami sa pagpaplano ulit ng hiwalayan? She hurt me Cloud! And now, I'm still thinking if what I had done wrong or what could I possibly lack that she repeated being close to that person again who used to be the reason why she asked for divorce before",may pait kong litanya habang dire-diretso ang pagluha ko.

I don't care anymore of what my classmates and any students who heard everything will say because I can't take it anymore.

It's really heavy from the inside that I must let this out.

Pakiramdam ko nauubos na ang aking lakas lalo na at kanina pa kami nagsasagutan, kaharap ng mga estudyante dito sa loob at labas ng classroom.

Sabayan pa ng bulungan nilang kasal na daw pala ako at sino daw kaya ang asawa kong tinutukoy ni Cloud.

And to think that it's to a girl because of every pronoun we used in referring to Skye.

Umiiyak pa rin ako ng walang sabi-sabing nilapitan ako ni Cloud at walang habas akong sinampal ng malakas.

Pakiramdam ko naalog ng sobra ang utak ko sa sampal na yun.

I was forming words to throw at her when she met my eyes fiercely as if she's ready to kill so I wasn't able to.

"You don't have the rights to judge what is true in everything, if what's there in the past that you have remembered doesn't reach yet the half of what you must, Cairrel",she said bitterly while throwing me venomous look but I just listened.

"You must remember the whole story first and fix everything that you should, before I show you my cousin again, because this time, I will not let you see her when you don't even know who you are and what you are as a wife to her, remember that!",she added emphasizing every words then left me astounded in my place while my hand is on my cheek which was hit.

The fuck, IT FREAKIN HURTS!

And oh shit, may hindi pa ba ko nalalaman?

Argh!