Save Me

Yoongi's Phone Call

Remember Sana, Yoongi sat at the back two rows from the door, it was a perfect position to stare at your face. Remember Sana, with his warm gaze, Yoongi glanced at you when you guys were passing by and even though you want to hug him, the world shouldn't have to know about that. Remember Sana, Yoongi's deep and husky voice, everytime he opened his mouth to speak. Remember Sana, every detail about him, about what he was doing, because you'll miss him....

"It's okay, at least I can see him everyday,"Sana gave a faint smile. Tzuyu was tying her hair into a messy bun yet looked so sexy. She tried to not get drown in Sana's agony.

"Even though you want to crash yourself to his chest? Oh come on Sana, is Jimin's presence make you not satisfied?"Tzuyu furrowed her brows. Sana fell silent. She already living her normal days with Jimin again. Everything was going back to be like it was before, there's nothing that changed, Sana still feels happy. No, it's not a lie! Sana is really happy with Jimin. Jimin's smile is something Sana likes the most in this world and she saw it everyday. But now there's another thing that Sana feels. Sana feels a half of her heart is gone.

"I just want to see him living a proper life, that's all Tzuyu-ah. No matter how, no matter with whom. Even though it's Seo Jisoo, I don't care if he's with Seo Jisoo or anyone else as long as he's not suffering because the one beside Jimin is me,"Sana lied her heart. Tzuyu knew that the one who need to live a proper life is no one but Sana. Look, the cheerful Sana is already gone from this planet! She became slimmer and not happy!

"Go live with Yoongi,"Tzuyu purposefully told that to test Sana. Sana looked at Tzuyu with her rounded eyes. Tzuyu looked back at her even more serious.

"What? You can't without Jimin Oppa?"Tzuyu asked. Sana nodded.

"Or Yoongi...?"

Sana fell silent. Couple seconds later the girl shook her head.

"I want to be with Jimin Oppa but I'm afraid,"Sana frowned.

"Oh Minatozaki Sana, it doesn't mean someone who just have her first boyfriend can't lose her virginity with other guy. A-actually before I dated Myungsoo Oppa I already had sex with Taehyung when we were at first year of middle school before that dull stupid ass dumped me without any reason! Just tell Jimin Oppa that you lost your virginity since you were child!"Tzuyu rolled her eyes, but her cheeks flushed. She recalled with how contemptible she was with Taehyung, had sex for the first time after Tzuyu cried a whole day because of her parents' issue. Without any meaningful words, no communication between them, everything went natural. They just had sex in Taehyung's room, quietly, secretly. Even though she felt bad about their first experience but there's no regret in her heart.

"You and Taehyung?!"Sana was shocked upon hearing Tzuyu's confession.

"First year of middle school?!"

"Pssshh!"Tzuyu covered Sana's mouth with her palm.

"Just forget about that Sana, it was so bad. I was really a bad teenager. Fortunately he made a distance between us immediately and we didn't continue to keep fucking each other or maybe I would be a young mother or abort my fetus in my young age. But well...it pained me a lot when suddenly he dump me,"Tzuyu bit her lower lip hardly.

"Well, at least you can use this kind of reason, at least you're save to tell Jimin about you being not virgin anymore. Just tell him that you lost your virginity with your classmate or your neighbor or any fuck buddy out there...ah just mention Eunwoo! Your neighbor in your middle school. Easy right? At least you won't be caught that you lost your virginity when you're still dating Jimin Oppa"

Sana sighed heavily. How scoundrelly what they were talking about. How evil and how inhuman it felt. But if that means she could protect Yoongi, she doesn't mind to tell a lie.