Save Me

You Can't Disappear From Me

Yoongi pressed his lips into a straight line. Sana has been crying unstoppable since they met in front of their school gate and until Yoongi brought Sana to his new apartment. What Sana has been doing is only hugging him while crying. As if the girl had never cried for decades, her tears kept flowing down if Sana didn't feel exhausted and finally fell asleep. Now the girl is sleeping so tight in his embrace, Yoongi caressed Sana's long hair gently then placed a kiss on her forehead.

"Sana everything was so hard for me,"Yoongi said. Staring at Sana's sleeping face like a tired angel. For two years Yoongi had to disappear from everyone. He went to Mokpo and stayed with a close senior from his middle school. Yoongi purposefully threw away his phone, left his apartment, didn't inform anyone, completely erased his trail because he wished Sana will comeback to Jimin. Yoongi's wish was only one, both of them to be together again and what he had done won't affect their relationship at all. But Yoongi knew, from Sana's gaze when they first met -again- before, Yoongi knew exactly. His wish had never been granted and he only destroyed this girl again and again.

"I really love you more than anyone in this world and my life was harder than before after I let you go,"Yoongi kissed Sana's crystal pearl that came out nonchalantly from the corner of her eyes, as if she could hear what is Yoongi talking about.

"I lived soullessly for these past two years. A hundred times I was thinking to comeback to you and snatch you away but the sin that I've been bearing is bigger that my desire to be with you. I wanted to comeback just to see your face but I was not ready if I realized that you will never be mine,"Yoongi whispered while tightening his embrace to the girl whom already became his true love, became the only one that means the most and beautiful in his uneasy life, became the only light that illuminates his dark heart.

"Yoongi..don't leave me again...,"

Yoongi was stunned and almost couldn't breathe when he heard what Sana mumbling was. Yoongi began to breathe in relief when he realized that she was just sleep talking. He still had no idea about this girl's life, how's Jimin and where he should start. Because today's meeting was not purposefully to be happen by him. He never expected that he will meet Sana again like this. As if everything has been written down by the fate. However, Yoongi was still holding all of his heart to not be overflowed by him in front of Sana -at least when she's awake- because everything won't be as easy as that after two years they had been separated.

Yoongi inhaled a deep breath and tried to calm down. This evening's event was really shaking his life once again. Yoongi was not ready, but he can't let Sana go again once he already got her in his embrace. Yoongi lowered his head, staring at the girl who's sleeping soundly like a very beautiful sleeping princess -even Sana is prettier than any other princesses in fairytale that Yoongi ever read. Sana's long lashes, her pink and kissable small lips that really drunkable, her flawless milky cheeks, her sculpted perfect nose, her long silky hair and every shapes of her body made Yoongi awestruck. Yoongi missed everything and this girl is in his embrace.

At least for now he wanted to hug Sana and fall asleep beside her. Before they talk about every mess in their life properly. Before once again Yoongi declarate himself to be hers even if now she'll refuse him. Yoongi only didn't want to disappear from a Minatozaki Sana's life again. Because after he realized that he's in love with this girl, Sana is his only reason to live his life as a proper human.

You Can't Disappear From Me

SANA:

Does this mess came from you? Or was from the start it's already messy? What's so wrong from our meeting that even we had no idea that the end will be like this? Do we will never be happy?