Save Me

Truth is Hurtful

"Hyung said this is the first place where finally the feelings between both of you were requited,"

Sana's heart skipped a beat when she woke up and found Jihoon stood in front of her. He looked up to the full moon in the sky. Sana found herself laying down on the park bench, a huge coat covered her body and she was sure it's Jihoon's coat since she saw Jihoon wore that before she passed out. The next moment, Sana recalled everything that happened before. She cried so hard until she lost her consciousness and maybe Jihoon was still near her, he didn't really leave her. He watched her getting ruined, making sure that Sana is shattering into pieces.

"Who are you actually Jihoon?"Sana asked.

"Is...is that right that Jimin Oppa...,"Sana couldn't continue her sentence. Then she looked up to the sky. The full moon. Jimin. She remembered Jimin's figure, his face, his smile, the night when they were together and happy. The night where she still only loved Jimin with all of her heart.

"I hate you Sana. The person who already hurt him. Jimin is dead,"

"Jihoon tell me clearly! Who are you and what happened?!"Sana stood up and pulled Jihoon's collar.

"Even though Hyung said this is not your fault. This is his fault, he was the one who don't know that that person, that brat was loving Hyung. That bastard who don't know how to be grateful...Oh God, I can't hold the pain in my heart,"Jihoon looked up to the sky, holding his tears but it's still falling down to his cheek.

"That Yoongi...he wouldn't keep alive if Jimin Hyung didn't come. He would only be a neglected kid if Presdir didn't accept him. Then he said with his reason of loving Jimin Hyung, he was suffering and he approached you, he avenged all of his pains. Tch, for me it was only a nasty tactic Sana. His tactic to snatch away the girl Jimin Hyung loves. You know the part I hate the most? Jimin Hyung blamed himself for every misfortune that you got. Without knowing, that the misfortune lead you to a happiness, I don't know whether that's only pure lust,actually I don't care with your feelings towards Yoongi. Hyung blamed himself, when the one who at fault here are you and Yoongi,"Jihoon's gaze was sharp and stabbing Sana's heart, it was cold and without mercy but full of pains. His tears were brimming on his eyes until it fell continuously to his cheeks.

"That's not true...,"Sana released Jihoon's collar.

"You don't know anything. You don't know what I had been through! What Yoongi's had been through! You're not me! You have no idea how suffering Yoongi was! If you want to blame someone in here don't blame Yoongi!!! I'm the most guilty person here...I'm the bitch here. I'm dirty and surrounded by the darkness! I'm totally broken and destroyed! I'm the slyest and cruelest,"Sana hung her head low, holding all the pain in her chest.

"Don't blame on Yoongi! He doesn't deserve to get another misfortune in his life. I'm the one who fall in love with him, I can't leave him. I can't live without him!!!!"Sana sobbed.

"Then what is Jimin for you? Who? His biological mother, hates him because he's not Presdir's real son. She had sex with someone she didn't love, making Presdir changed his behavior toward her after that. Everything was for the sake of giving birth of Hyung. Park's heir. He's unwanted, he's utilized. He had never been so alive. And now you killed him. With every betrayal you had done and by Yoongi, the person whom he practically saved, the person he took care of, the person he acknowledged and trusted as his own brother. Both of you are the most trashes human I've ever met!"

Sana dropped herself weakly on the ground.

"No...don't said something like that about Yoongi. I'm the one at fault. Yoongi is not,"Sana cried painfully. She didn't want the world blame Yoongi because from the start the world had already betrayed him. Yoongi suffered too much and experienced traumatic events. Sana hated everything that Jihoon uttered. Even if those words came from her beloved Jimin's mouth, Sana would hate that. She protected Yoongi with all of her heart. Her role was either as his lover and his parent, his guardian.