Draco Malfoy Imagines

Afraid

I was awfully confused by what happened which left me broken even still now.

Obviously I was a death eater growing up from when I was in my 3rd year at Hogwarts School Of Witchcraft And Wizadry.

I am now a growing Broadway actress but that isn't relative as of right now.

I was told as early as I was in first year that I would marry Draco Malfoy at the end of seventh year.

I fought and fought against everyone in death eater team in order not to marry Draco.

I got told by his father that he would find someone better to marry Draco.

I played along with the whole I will marry Draco until one day.

This day would change me forever and there was no denying that now.

I had gotten used to being in the company of Draco.

He cared for me and I both loved and cared for him.

Here we go this is everything that I have experienced with Draco.

This is my experience of the whole thing about Draco.

Obviously as many people have already substantially figured that Draco cannot produce a Patronus Charm.

That is obviously because he feels no love at all.

I only knew this after he got married, he loved me and he thought that I would never love him back.

This broke me as he never knew that I loved him.

I am gutted that he only broke this to me recently.

By recently I mean after he got married which isn't a good thing.

I was awfully gutted that I had only known about that obviously.

I didn't want for this to effect me for the rest of my life.

But I knew this was going to effect me.

I wanted to have his children and be called his wife.

I mean I really did want to bring a child into this world with his last name.

More than that I wanted his last name just so I can be 'Mrs Malfoy'.

He had been damaged by me before as I was in my feels.

I was feeling as fucked up and I was in my mental state.

I had rejected him and ended up punching him in the face.

I obviously didn't mean to but he went and told his father.

That was obviously followed before by the phrase 'My father will hear about this'.

I mean that turned things for the worse as Lucius followed his word.

His word being 'I can find someone better' which did hurt me.

I was like 'Go ahead, you won't find nobody better'.

Now looking back as I said that I broke myself even more.

But carrying on with the whole story.

He has always thought that I loved boys or that I love other boys.

He couldn't take anymore damage to his soul over him thinking I hadn't love him.

He has always been so afraid of me rejecting him.

I wouldn't have done that even if he didn't ask me out.

How I knew this was he had told me everything.

He broke down and told me that this was happening.

He told me that he had loved me this whole time.

I broke down and told him I had loved him.

I bed you are shouting and saying why didn't you get together then.

His parents had arranged a marriage for him.

That was found to happen to both me and him.

But instead we were going to get married which I would have liked.

So safe to say that he is now married and I can't change that.

I had rebelled and rebelled to try and get him out of it.

As much as I tried I was always denied and this happened.

It as also my fault that we aren't together now.

We loved each other.

And we still do too...