Cold Hearted Part 2

Headaches and Heartbreaks Chapter: 2

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*(Nia's P.O.V.)*

 "Come Home.." Chris asked with slight tears falling down his face. I took his face and held it between my palms and wiped his tears with my thumbs.

"Chris..I cant, This is the only way i can be happy. And also out of harms way." I said as i kept whipping his tears.He softly pulled my waist in and gave me a very sweet hug and i just held him as he took deep sighs.I pulled away slowly and looked at him crooked

"And whats this I'm hearing that you've been on drugs Chris,What the hell?"I Asked as i stared him in the eyes.

"I-I don't know, I was Mad and depressed so I started smoking weed as much as i could to get you out of my head because i was pissed as fuck that you left without saying bye, But after a while it stopped helping so i moved onto something stronger,I moved to cocaine..After doing that for a month, It stopped helping and I thought about you more than ever..So i just did it until i felt numb or completely forgot about you for good..That is until the high wore off.." He said not looking me in the eye, I felt terrible, Selfish, And awfull. In my head i felt as I Was the cause of his drug habits. I mean I'm sorry that i didn't say bye..I just figured it would be better for everyone if i just left.

"Look I'm So sorry that I was on your mind constantly and i'm sorry i didnt say bye..but there were so many other things you could have done tha-"

"No.. You don't understand. I Wake up EVERY single day and think of you, During the day, And When i go to bed.You are the only thing going threw my head Constantly..Do you know how i felt when i realized you were gone for good and probably not coming back?  I Tried hooking up with so many girls trying to find that connection that me and you once had..Shit I probably went threw the whole city looking for a girl like you But when i Realized i cant find a "Nia" That's what drove me to do drugs..I Couldn't focus cause you were the only thing on my mind And i just missed you so damn much..Look, All I'm trying to say is,I don't know what drove you to leave. But i need you to come back...We need you to come back so until you do, I'm not leaving." He said cutting me off and looking me dead in the eyes. 

"I'm Sorry..But I'm not going back, It's to much shit going on for me to go back. I just need some space Chris.I have lived in that house my whole life and since i did Nothing but Hell was thrown at me, Do you not realize that i was so mad at the world that i tried to commit Suicide? And you want me to go back so i can go threw that same shit? Okay" I said getting aggravated.

"But you do realize that not everything revolves around you? Okay i get the fact that You don't like living there. But you also have to consider the fact that other people went threw hell as well besides you..When you left you didn't realize how many people you have affected, Or how much shit we went threw trying to find you. Look you don't even have to stay there, Just come by and tell everyone your okay and living..Then we'll let you do you okay?" I  rolled my eyes and got up to go to my room. I ran up the steps and into my room and slammed the door.What part of NO Don't they understand..Don't get me wrong i love them from the bottom of my heart but, if they loved me like they claimed they do, They should understand and agree to the fact of leaving me alone and let me do me. I Took some deep breaths and rubbed my face . After thinking things threw, I walked back downstairs to and looked Chris in the eyes as he did the same to me. I sighed.