"Ayee Nia wake up." Lexus said shaking me. I groaned and turned the other way,
"I told you were getting up early so get up." He said dragging me off the couch
"EEEKK!" I screeched when i fell to the floor. I Glared at him and he was on the floor too laughing.
"It's not funny." I said crossing my arms
"Y-Yess It W-Was!" He said in between laughs. I scuffed and walked to the kitchen.
"You hungry Lexi?" I yelled threw out the house.He walked in the kitchen and sat on the counter.
"Yeah what you cooking?"
"Bacon and eggs"
"I hate eggs." He said making a disgusted face.
"Then why do you have them in your fridge?" I asked.
"Cause Shariah likes them." My stomach dropped at her name and i quickly turned around and washed my hands. I didn't feel like hearing him nag about how i should go talk to the girls and become friends again and shit like that. They probably don't even want to talk to me anyways.
"You should really talk to them." He said taking out some pancake mix. I rolled my eyes.
"And why should I ?"
"Because they are you 'best friends' And since you home.there's no way of not talking to them cause they are always at Monte's house."He said in a duh Tone.
"I know, But I'm just scared...They'll probably be like Varo and flip out and shit. So i rather just not talk to them." I said softly. I mean i want to talk to them so badly but i just don't want another Varo scenario, Speaking of him I need to talk to him.
"Well it doesn't hurt to try." He said putting the pancakes in the skillet.
"Yeah...Before we leave can i barrow some Clothes stuff. " I asked changing the subject.
"I don't care." He said putting my pancakes on a plate. I finished the bacon and put them on a plate to.We ate in comfortable silence and just enjoyed each other presence. When we finished i washed the dishes and he put the stuff away. He gave me some basket ball shorts boxers and a T-shit. And i took a shower as well as him. We got in the car still in comfortable silence until we passed Varos house.
"Wait, Wait! Drop me off at Varos house." I said pointing at the window.
"Are you sure you wanna go over there?" He asked with an unsure face. I hesitated but nodded. We pulled into the drive way and butterflies grew in my stomach.
"I'll talk to you later." He said parking I nodded and he kissed my cheek.
"Good luck." Was all he said before pulling out. I took a deep breath and knocked on his door.I heard the locks unlocking and a very sleepy Varo was in the door way.
"What do you wa-"I didn't even let him finish his sentence before hugging the shit out of him. He stiffened but relaxed and hugged me back. We stayed in this position for about Three minuets before he pulled away.He whipped my tears. I didn't realize i was crying until he whipped my face. Man i missed him SO much.
"Look Varo I'm sorry i mean I'm so so so sorry i just needed a brake a-and i didn't mean to hurt you, I just wanted some time away from all of y'al Cause it was so many emotions happening inside me..And I-I didn't know what to d-"
"I Forgive you." He said smiling cutting me off. I took a deep breath and smiled. Thank God.
"Just next time when you decide to 'Leave', Tell me first." He said with a cute smile. I nodded and jumped up to hug him again.He spined me around and held me close to him.We pulled apart and just laughed.
"We're pathetic." I said giggling. He nodded and plopped on the couch. And i sat next to him.
"How do you feel about me and be honest.." He said softly, I sighed.
"I love you and you know i do..But I'm not sure about how i feel about you.what i mean by that is, one day I think I'm in love with you and the next day i cant stand you..I just need time." I said looking into his eyes.
"Plus Not matter how hard i try I'm still in love with Chris.." I said softly, His facial expression turned hurt with a quickness.
"I understand.." He said in a somewhat annoyed tone. we sat there in silence for what seems like Years so i decide to break the ice.
"So...What you doing today?" I asked awkwardly. He ignored me and took out his phone and went on instagram. I rolled my eyes
"Okay, Well you wanna do something?" I asked again , This time he just shrugged.
"Look,I'm sorry that I don't like you the way you want me to like you but you don't have to act like a bitch about things." I said sternly. He ignored me once more and I got pissed off. I snatched his phone out of his hands.
"What the Hell Nia!" He yelled standing up to me.
"Why you acting like you cant hear a bitch now?" I yelled back at him.
"Because you piss me off!"he said getting closer.
"What? I piss YOU off how?" I asked stepping back.
"Because...You play with a nigga's emotions to much." He said relaxing. I sighed.
"Varo.." I said softly.
"I don't mean to, It's just that I'm just as confused as you are an-" He cut me off
"I know already...You ready to go home now?" He asked putting on his slides.I sighed and nodded my head as we made our way to the car. The ride home was dead silent,I mean not even the radio was playing. I tapped my fingers on my lap to try to get over this really awkward feeling.
"Your not mad at me..Are you?" I asked rubbing my thumbs together. He shook his head and pulled up in my driveway.
"I'll talk to you later.." He said kissing my cheek. I nodded and walked in the house.UGHHH FML!!
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