Cold Hearted Part 2

Chapter 5: Forgive, and Forget.

"Who pissed in your cereal?" Chris asked as i walked in. I glared at him and he put his hands up in surrender.

"Alright whats wrong?" He asked me. I groaned and plopped on the couch next to him. I layed down on his lap And he started to rub my back slowly.

"Take your time.." He whispered as he rubbed in circles on my lower back. The feeling of his warm touch on my back sent chills down my spine and accidentally caused me to moan. I blushed from embarrassment and pushed my face farther in the couch. 

"Someones getting excited." He chuckled to himself.

"Shut up." I said as i softly elbowed him. He laughed again.

"So you ready to tell me whats wrong?" He asked sitting me up to face him. I shrugged and played with my thumbs.

"Well..You saw what happened between me and Varo yesterday right?" I asked still not looking up at him.

"Yep."

"Well basically, I left the house to blow off some steam then got lost. A friend of mine picked me up and took me to Lexus house and I spent the night. The day after that We were ridding down the street to go home and We passed Varo's house I old him o drop me off so I can apologize to him and things like that. So long story short we made up then he asked me how I felt about him..Relationship wise.And i said "I love you and all but i still got some type of feelings for Chris." After I said that he turned all bitch mode on me and we got in a tiny argument and he brought me home..And here we are." I said with a half smile. He sat there and stared at me as I stared back at him, He looked like he had a serious thinking face on.

"So you still like me?" He asked with a smirk. I rolled my eyes.

"Not necessarily...It's just that you have a special place in my heart." I said blankly. He smilled and nodded. 

"But we need to talk like seriously." I said pointing my finger at him.

"What?" 

"Are you off of drugs Mister." I asked with a very serious face. His smile dropped and he looked almost nervous.

"Yes, I-I mean..Kinda." He said softly.

"Kinda?  that was a yes or no question...Chris are you still on drugs !" I asked as I stood up. He hesitated but nodded.

"Chris what the hell!" 

"You don't understand...Once your hooked on something as strong as cocaine, You cant just get up and quit. It's allot harder than it looks." He defended. I sighed.

"Well go to rehab or something." I suggested. I mean there has to be something..He looks allot better than what he did when I first saw him. But he doesn't look 100% better.

"I don't know Nia..I don't really want to go there." He said shrugging.

"then how are you supposed to get better then." I asked He shrugged again. 

"I'll figure it out just trust me alright." He said holding my hand. I nodded slowly. I don't think he's going to stop. I watch T.V. shows about this and the people always say "I'm going to stop on my own" But then they crave it so badly that the over dose and die.I hope he ain't like one of them and end up that way. I let go of his hands and walked to Monte's Office. I haven't talked to him in a Minuet.

"Hey Monte I'm hom- ..Oh hey Mom what you doing here?" I said shocked what is she doing down here?

"Hey Sweetie, I'm here cause we have to talk." She said in a serious tone I nodded and sat down after shutting the door.