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thirty one

Chaeyoung

I woke up to a naked body laying next to me and I immediately knew who it was. A small girl was cuddling up against me as she softly was resting on my breasts, and I instantly knew I was doing her wrong.

Not literally though because bed wise, I'm pretty damn good.

I softly pushed Jae-Hwa off me and got out of my own bed. Fuck. I'm messing shit up again. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs, meeting my mom. "Ahh, I saw Jae-Hwa didn't leave yesterday, did you guys have a small sleepover?" She asked as she was cooking breakfast. "I guess you can call it that." I mumbled underneath my breath.

"Is she still sleeping?" I nodded my head and then proceedded to go back upstairs, to go to the bathroom.

I started to take my clothes off and I noticed all the bruises on my arms from me being kidnapped. "Yikes." I said as I looked at them. When I was fully bare, I hopped into the shower and turned on the water. Water was streaming down from my head to my back. I sighed as I closed my eyes.

I wasn't happy with myself, and I wasn't happy with the situation I was in. I was sleeping with Jae-Hwa, who could be a stalker or anything, I actually have no clue who she really is. For all I know, she could be someone else, but that she's hiding underneath another identity? I don't know, but one thing is for sure.

And even if Jae-Hwa wasn't hiding anything, I was. I was hiding the truth from her and the fact that I don't feel anything when I'm with her and that I'd rather have Jungkook in my arms than her. I was slowly turning in my own worst enemy, which was my old self.

But even if Jae-Hwa wasn't hiding anything, she was still, in fact, hiding those pictures from me.

I can't 100% trust her.

Of course I could ask her about the pictures, but then I could actually make the situation even worse. Maybe I can try to get answers out of her? That could be my new mission.

***

After my showering session, I walked back into my bedroom and I noticed she was gone. Nothing was left of her. "Weird." I mumbled underneath my breath. I picked up my phone that was laying on my bed and noticed it was already 11am, on a sunday.

I climbed on top of my bed and grabbed my laptop from underneath my bed. I had a shit ton of homework to do but I hadn't done anything. I was slacking off, thanks to Jungkook. My thoughts drove off from school to Jungkook.

Jungkook. He was the only one who I had on my mind. There was no denying in the fact that I was longing for his sweet kisses, for the innocent look in his eyes when I rode his face, and the way he made me feel..alive.

I groaned as I recalled all the memories. I slapped my fist against my head so I could stop thinking about him, but that action just resulted in me getting a headache. I closed my laptop again and quickly put my hair up in ponytail.

I put on some shoes and a hoodie with some sweatpants and I ran downstairs, straight out of the door. "I'll be back in two hours, I have to finish something." I yelled at my mom who was already questioning me. I ran towards school to go the secret AML place.

***

When I finally arrived, I quickly went towards the hanging place, only to see no one was there. "Perfect." I was searching through the shelves to find my mask, my fox mask. When I found it, I put it on and texted Ha-Eun.

[11:45am] Me: Ha-Eun, meet me at THE place. We need to talk.

[11:45am] Ha-Eun: LOL! why do you think i'd wanna talk to a lame ass like you?

i don't even know u, ur a nobody?? and what place??

[11:46am] Me: I got my memory back.

[11:46am] Ha-Eun: shit

[11:46am] Ha-Eun: I'll be there in a sec

[11:46am] Me: great.

[11:47am] Me: and u better tell me why tf you got attitude smh.

After waiting for her for ten more minutes, she entered the secret, ominous hangout place that was once so full of joy. "Jesus Chae, you look scary with that shit on." She said underneath her breath and I couldn't help but smile.

"Sit down, please." I took off the mask as she came to sit right next to me. "So..you got your memory back?" Ha-Eun asked me and I nodded my head. "BUT don't tell BTS, please." She eagerly nodded her head and I was ready to explain everything, so I did.

"Fuck..But why are you telling me this? I've been nothing but rude since the accident." Ha-Eun spoke up as her eyes started glinstering. "Because I got my memory back as I told you, and I know it isn't in your blood, you know, being a bitch."

"Ah.." Ha-Eun looked down to her lap. "So, what's the reason for you being a huge pain in the fucking ass?" I said and she giggled but then she broke down in tears.

"Since you got into the accident, BTS started blaming me since you know, we had the fight and you ran after me. After you got hospitalized and the doctors told us you had memory loss, the boys told me I couldn't be anywhere near you since you were almost dead because of me. So they told me I needed to change personas and told me I needed to be a bitch- and thats how they kept me away from you. If I tried to get in contact with you, they would ruin me, as they said." I was now hugging her.

"Ha-Eun.." Tears were streaming down her face onto my shirt as I calmed her down. When she calmed down, we started discussing memories and things we had done together. "So..you want to try out this friendship thing again?" Ha-Eun asked with hope in her eyes. "I would love to but first.."

"Let's show BTS who they are fucking with."

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mhm turns out the crazy oppa bitch aint so crazy lololo plot twist