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thirty seven

Chaeyoung 

I was curling my hair that was as black as the night as Ha-Eun walked over me in her tight black dress that was matched with a black leather jacket. "Are you ready to break some hearts tonight?" She asked as me and I nodded my head. 

"Good. Show them who you are." Ha-Eun said and I smirked. "That won't be a problem." I replied. Then Yunseo walked in also a black outfit, and she even had put on black lipstick. "Shit, you look hot, girl." I said and Yunseo did a hair flip.

"Thanks, but then again, when do I not look hot." We all started laughing and I kept on styling my hair. After I was done doing that, I had put on tight black jeans and I matched that with a black crop top and a black leather jacket.

Unlike the others, who had put on a neutral lip color, I had put on a bright red color. Jae-Hwa walked in and blushed. "Unnie, that color looks good on you." I smiled and gave her a kiss on her cheek. "Now it looks good on you too." My girls and I were ready to go ahead and crash Jungkook's party.

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Music was blasting through Jungkook's house. Teenagers laughing and partying could be heard from the outside. "Okay. You girls know what to do, right?" I asked them and they nodded. "We are going to take over this bitch." Yunseo said and all of us laughed.

We entered the mansion and immediately the attention was on us. Some girls were giving us nasty looks, some were giving us death glares and some were biting their lips, trying to catch our attention to give them a good time.

"S.T.B  HAS ARRIVED, FUCKERS!" Yunseo yelled at she licked her teeth with her tongue. We decided to call ourselves STB since it's BTS, but backwards. People kept whispering and we all smirked. Then, BTS made an appearance. "..Who invited them?" Were the first words Jungkook said as soon as he saw us.

"We don't need an invite." I said as I looked him dead in the eye. He kept quiet now until Namjoon spoke again. "Welcome, enjoy the party." He spoke up as he winked at us. "Oh, we will." I spoke as I looked around the room.

Everyone started to mind their own business again, even BTS did their own thing again, except for Jungkook who kept eyeing me. I walked towards the kitchen to go and grab some alcohol. "What do you want?" The guy who was serving the alcohol asked me and I smiled.

"Give me something..strong and sweet." He started making the drink and then handed it over to me. I gulped it down and after a few minutes, I felt a little light headed- I felt like I could take on the world. I was stumbling around the halls of Jungkook's house until I felt someone pin me against the wall.

"How dare you..wear something..that tight..right in front of me." Jungkook was breathing quickly, as if he just ran 3 miles. "I can wear whatever the fuck I want." I said as I smirked, looking him into the eyes. He was standing so close yet he felt so far away for me.

"I miss you..your scent..your touch." Jungkook admitted as he looked me in the eye. I could tell he was drunk. "Why did you do all of that shit then? Why did you sleep with Ha-Eun? Why did you try to break me?" A silence fell between us and he sighed.

"Love is all that I fear." 

F L A S H B A C K

Fifteen year old Jungkook and fifteen year old me were laying in a grass field that was surrounded with flowers. "You're one of the strongest girls I know, noona." He admitted and I blushed. "You really think so?" I turned my head, looking him in the eye.

"Yes. I truly think so, noona. You're beautiful, kind, and so, so, so, so strong. You're an angel on earth and everytime I look at you, you make me drop to my knees. You're the woman of my dreams." I giggled.

"Jungkook! You're so sweet..like a bunny!" I kissed his lips and I could feel his smile against my lips. "That was my first kiss." He admitted and I smiled. "I'm glad I was your first kiss, bunny."

O N E Y E A R L A T E R

I was at a party with my best friends, also known as BTS. "Chaeyoung..I dare you to make out with..that girl..and that boy over there!" Ha*Eun dared me as she laughed, and of course, I laughed with her.

"Okay, the deal's on." I walked over to the girl I didn't know and to the boy. I lead them both to a corner and started to place my lips on the boy his lips. He moaned in my mouth as I tugged on his hair. My free hand was travelling up and down the girl her thigh. I then switched and started kissing the girl.

I heard people clapping and laughing. I ended the make-out session with the boy and the girl and walked back to my friends as I smiled. "Yo, where did Jungkook go?" I asked Ha-Eun and she pointed towards the staircase.

I walked over to the staircase, only to meet a frowning Jungkook. "What's up, bunny?" His frown turned into a smile but it was a fake one. "Nothing, really." Jungkook showed his bunny smile and I patted his head.

"You sure? It wasn't because I kissed those people, right?" I asked him and he shook his head. "Of course not. I don't love you and you don't love me. We were just playing around. Plus, that first kiss didn't mean anything to me."

"Glad you feel the same." I lied. 

I walked away and heard him mumble something. "You're the reason why I fear love." 

E N D O F F L A S H B A C K

"You remember. I know you do." Jungkook said as he looked me into the eyes. "I..I-" I was startled and felt like I was on the verge of crying. "I broke you like you broke me." He punched the wall next to me and left.

"JUNGKOOK!" I yelled as he disappeared. I bumped my head into the wall as tears were slowly rolling down my cheeks.

"I'll make you not fear love soon, I will fight for you because it started with me- and it will end with me." 

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bihhh we almost at 7k and i feel like dancing

even tho i cant dance