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thirty six

Chaeyoung

It was already friday and people were still busy talking about. "I think we did a great job with our transformation." Yunseo spoke up as we leaned against the wall. "Yeah, we look scary though." Ha-Eun said.

"Good. Good that we look scary." I replied as I kept my resting bitch face on. "You guys going to Jungkook's party tonight?" Jae-Hwa asked us and we all looked confused. "He's throwing a party?" I questioned her and she nodded her head.

"That fuckhead didn't invite us." Yunseo said as she clenched her fist. "I mean- he lowkey has beef with us, so I see why he wouldn't invite us." Ha-Eun said and Yunseo nodded her head as she replied with 'true'.

"Well, let's not tell anyone we are going and let's crash the party tonight!" I proposed and my girls seemed to like the idea. "Let's fucking do it." Yunseo spoke up as she cracked her neck and knuckles.

***

I was in my last class for the day, and that last class was history- meaning I was seated right next to Jimin, meaning I had to pretend that I didn't get my memory back.

"Hey, long time no see." Jimin awkwardly started the conversation and I sighed. "The last time I saw you was yesterday." I replied and he chuckled. "Yikes, you're right- anyways, you look different."

I looked at him and laughed. "Yeah, I changed my hair color."

"I noticed."

"Cool." I said and then turned my attention back to class. "Hey, I see you got a girl gang..And Ha-Eun is in it..I thought you two hated each other, she bullied you, didn't she?" Hatred could be seen in his eyes and I sighed.

"We had a little small talk and she seemed pretty cool- she told me she had problems of her own and that she took her anger out on me." I lied and he nodded suspiciously. "Oh..well it's cool you guys became friends then." Jimin spoke up.

"Yeah, it's pretty cool. It's cool to forgive. As long as you don't forget, you're good. And Ha-Eun is really kind, she has helped me so much since I got kidn-..since I had my accident." I said and tried to see if I could trigger something in by talking about Ha-Eun but nothing worked.

"You're right, it's a good thing to forgive. I'm really bad at staying angry at people, so that's why I forgive way too easy sometimes." Jimin admitted and as soon as those words left his mouth, I got a flashback.

F L A S H B A C K

"Jiminnie!" Eleven year old me yelled for Jimin, making Jimin immediately run towards me. "Chaeyoungie! What's wrong?!" Worry could be seen in his face, making me giggle. "Nothing hehe, I just missed you!"

"Ya! You can't scare me like that! I thought something happened!" He softly yelled at me as he furrowed his eyebrows. "Sorry Jiminnie!" I apologized and he just sighed. "You're a weird kid."

"Well..Well..So are you!" I said as I pointed at him. Then out of nowhere, Jimin started tickling me, making me cry and laugh. "Stop! That tickles!" Laughter could be heard throughout the whole house. Then suddenly we both heard a voice. "Can I join? I wanna have fun too!" My cheeks colored a bright red color as soon as I saw it was Jungkook.

Jimin noticed the color of my cheeks and frowned. "Of course Kookie, now that you're here, we will have more fun!" Jungkook ran towards me and hugged me. "Yay! Also hello jiminnie!" Jungkook said and Jimin frowned even more.

"I'm older! Don't call me Jiminnie, only Chaeyoungie can call me that. You need to call me hyung!" Jungkook laughed and teased him more. "Okay Jiminnie."

"Yah! You punk!!"

The three of started laughing like crazy. But then Jimin walked away for a few minutes to grab something, but when he came back he noticed that eleven year old me and Jungkook were playing together just fine.

Jimin's frown had returned as he noticed I couldn't return the feelings he had for me. That was the first time he felt numb, it was when he noticed my feelings for Jungkook.

Jimin sighed as a teardrop ran down his cheek.

"I forgive you, Chaeyoung, for my breaking my heart and I forgive you, Jungkook, for making her fall in love with you." Young Jimin mumbled underneath his breath.

He wasn't lying when he said he was good at forgiving.

***

poor jimin ):

btw----- i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)) i fr wanna end my lifeeeee but ohwhaleee

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