Confessions about people in my former past life

Friends part 5- C.J & P.J

I've know you for a while now and we became friends from my ex whom is your best friend. This is going to be god honest truth and this is going to be hard to read. P.J first off, I hated you back then when I first met you only because of my ex which we both know this. But calling me a cunt and saying my ex was right about me should have never left your mouth. You have a truck named Annabelle and your wife has a car who her father gave to her.

I had no vehicle and I was moving to Bryant because I couldn't deal with the drama in the household let alone between you and her. So I thought since our mutual friend was selling a car, I could take the opportunity to try and buy it. You were upset with me because you wanted it even though you and her both had reliable vehicles and so you decided to backstab a friend and go to our mutual friends grandparents and tell them I didn't have a license and that I had moved the car. Both are true yes. I never meant to backstab anyone but I needed the car and I thought you guys would understand.

See I wasn't raised with privileges. I never had parents who gave me things like cars or money. I never was spoiled and came from rich families like you did. Clearly you guys don't know what it's like to have to fight everyday trying to survive because you never had to worry about that part. And the moment you said such things to me, never made me look at you the same.

I should have never moved in with you because of the secrets that was kept. You had a girlfriend who you married and still chose to fuck me when you two were still together. And I want to apologize to C.J. Because I lied to you. I told you he cheated on you with me when you first started dating and that's a lie. We fucked at least 5 times while you two were together.

The last time was at his house when I was helping him clean his room and pack his things before I came to your house to clean it. I kept that secret from you this whole time and for that I'm sorry. I'm sorry I even allowed cheating to happen when I started preaching about how I hated cheaters. I was a hypocrite to myself so I told P.J and said we aren't doing this anymore because this isn't right and he agreed. Apparently though he hasn't learned from his mistakes and he chose to fuck my friend M who lives with T.

Now C.J I understand the hate and the anger because you have every right. I can't even blame you for the car situation because I did what no friend should do. I hope you can find it to forgive me and if not that's okay. This is just the confessions I have to make. So we are better off in our separate ways because we needed to get better.

From what looks like it though, histories repeating itself with you and your drama filled life. P.J you can't seem to keep your dick in your pants and C.J you seem to still be gullible for him and that's a sad way to live life.

(Continuem 2019)

So it's been a year and I have no clue not any idea of what the fuck s going on haha. P.J ended up sending me a friend request and started messaging me randomly. Started talking about L.P from my ex friends category and I used evasive maneuvers to counter act not even talking about that particular person. It started out with him saying, "I read the part you wrote about (not making names for the soul purpose of not being charged with cyberbullying) on Wattpad". I simply replied saying "yeah I wrote that so long ago I completely forgot about it lol I wrote that back in Bryant but now I'm in Oklahoma. Speaking of Oklahoma, it is amazing!" It's not exact but you get the idea. I DO NOT WISH TO SPEAK ILL OF THOSE WHO HAVE ZERO VALUE IN MY LIFE. I simply have removed him from my friends list and have him blocked on social media because that is imature behavior and I don't need anyone in my circle to hold me back from my true potential. I just don't have the time nor the will or energy to waste on rediculous topics, places, or people that really have no value in my life. With that said it's time to close this chapter for good. Lesson here, I'm not who I used to be and for that, don't come into my space and project negative energies if its going to cause trouble. It's not welcomed nor needed. Thanks. 

Sincerely your ex friend, 
Kat.