I didn't think I'd ever write about you. We met on an app called MeetMe mostly filled with pervs and the occasional foreign dudes asking for nudes. You caught my attention by the way your persona was. It was different and odd that sparked a feeling to you. We were an on and off couple and later on we began to live with each other and even got engaged.
We didn't even date for a year and time went by so fast. I wanted to write this to apologize to you. I should have loved you, or I should have been more honest about my feelings. At the time I was still in love with my ex and I should have told you we needed to slow down, I wasn't ready for this kind of thing yet. And you were right. I moved out because I couldn't handle it anymore. I couldn't stand to live a life and get married to someone I don't love like that. I just wanted to apologize to you for hurting you. You never did a single thing wrong.
You were amazing and cared for me. I don't know why I didn't love you like I should have but I'm glad you're happier now. I wish you and your fiancée best wishes and hope living together is a blast. Many hopes and faith goes to you two in wishes that you guys last a very long time.
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Confessions about people in my former past life
Non-FictionThis is personal writing I decided to do for many different reasons. These are realist things that have happened in my life and I felt like it was time to finally say the fullest and honest truth. (I wrote this story about a year ago and now I'm goi...
