fourteen seconds to failure.

two.

you know, it really hurt, when you decided i wasn't enough
gave up on everything, just because my body couldn't keep up
there are more things to do that would've been easier
we could've just watched movies, instead of going out, couldn't we of?

i know i'm slow, i'm sick and i'm tired
but don't make me less than what i am over things i can't control
i am more than my health, you just couldn't see
past me gone at appointments, me hooked to IV's

i wasn't any different, still me, still human
and i was already going through a lot
didn't you see it?

i needed you, you really left me at a bad time
yes, i didn't answer texts as fast, i couldn't attend classes
but please understand that just because i wasn't always there in person
doesn't mean that i deserved to be forgotten

well you've definitely moved on
and found my replacement
a person who could keep up, and wasn't a burden
i'm still here, right where you left me
but please don't come back because you don't deserve me