fourteen seconds to failure.

ten.

i don't see the benefit of attending these appointments
when each and every time they end in disappointment
these doctors are always the same
never listen, never care, just in it for the money
different offices, different names
i think their degrees have made their egos too large
and now they believe they are the smartest, the best of them all
or maybe it's because i'm a female
stereotypically whiny, weak, over dramatic with details
well, i can tell you one thing, and it's a fact
i've fought harder than most to get where i'm at
i don't need your fancy titles to figure it out
i need your help and am struggling without

but instead of listening and coming to my aid
you tear me apart, telling me i'm wrong
and now i'm questioning myself, am i insane?