A L O N E

Chaper-3

I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
-Bebe Rexha

After the incident in lunch room with him letting me go on without any 'punishment' as he like to say it.

For him he was happy that day so he let me be.

"Why the fuck are you late?"

Rolling my eyes. I shove my middle finger to my so called sister. I know that will come back to me when my "dad" will come home.

Coming home I never excepted my mom to rush from door and asking about my day or anything, or my sister to ask me how's school or something.

Hah!! Family goals!!

Sighing, I race my way to my escape. My bedroom. Chucking my bag at bed and locking the door twice I made my way to window smiling to myself.

And no I don't have a crush on neighbor or anything.

I saw down noticing he tried to climb the window with his small paws, and happiness shining in his eyes.

At least someone is happy!

I opened the window and let him in. Brushing my hand through his fur, he started licking my palm. I smiled looking at him.

"Hey pup, you know what happened today...."

I picked up my words to express it about today, it let his tongue out as a sign of happiness.

After playing with it for a while I let go him to it's mother.
It was a beautiful feeling, the moment I first saw him, searching for food I gave little from my lunch, and since that day it started visiting me and after a while it returned to its home.

Hearing some voice's from my neighbor's house I saw down and noticed the home which was abandoned by an old couple years ago have some visitors.

Shaking my head I rushed  my way down for cooking dinner, but suddenly realized that there was no one downstairs.

They left a note on fridge,

'we are going out'

My chest tightened from the pain that they gave me. Not just physical but mental too. I tried my best not to cry but tears started rolling down my cheeks and the only thing that came out of my mouth was..

"Am I that worst?"

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