A L O N E

Chapter-7

Changing isn't a bad thing and it never was
But at the end of the day you know, you're the same person
And, and where your heart is, that doesn't change
-Shawn Mendes, Understand

After a lot of demands and pleadings and some glaring and smirking he left. Yes, without putting any fight forward.

He kinda seem sad, when I said no one would care about me. "But everyone was asking about you in the school" he said at the moment.

Why does he even care?

Well that's the truth, I never thought anyone would care enough to miss me in that school. Except some people who have no life except picking helpless people.

There was once a time when someone would get worried if I ever skipped a meal or just get a little bit of headache. I was like a little kitten who loves attention from the people around me, But now it's all in the past.

Some people love their past, some want to learn from them, some forget them. But I want to cherish my past because I know it's never going to happen ever again.

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I made my way to window waiting for pup to come, except finding Noah talking to my sister. There was a pang in my heart, it saddened me seeing Noah talking to Natasha. I don't even know why, even though I've known Noah for like a day.

It's like getting insecured about your favourite toy as a kid. Noah is the only one who talked to me in ages. I was feared that Natasha would steal Noah from me like she did with everything.

Since childhood she was planned and I was the result of an unprotected sex. She would always get whatever she wanted. From coming home late from parties, to bringing boys and whoring around and acting like a slut.

I guess life is just so cruel in every way. Some deserves it, some doesn't.

Snapping from my trance ,I saw down to Noah smiling towards me which basically says 'I'm-the-reason-behind-the-sun-is-still-shining'. Natasha noticed Noah smiling and her smile turned into sneer when she saw it was me to whom he was smiling at.

I closed the curtains and felt like I want to take a nap for my whole life.

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Pup didn't came today, well being sad is an understatement. He is the only one that I'm close to.

But someone else did in the middle of the night knocking on my window.

I ran onto my way through window hoping it would be pup. Oh! how wrong I was. It was Noah Carter.

"What are you doing here?" I sneered at him and check behind me if someone is there or not.

"Wanna have a little adventure with me?" He smiled and gave his stretched hand as a sign to accept his offer.

"Yes."

I don't know what came over me that I accepted an unknown person request in the middle of the night, by the way. But I did it because I was feeling a little adventurous and a little bit of lonely.

As I slid my hand in his and accepted his warm and smooth as baby bum hand.

"What kind of hand cream do you use?" I asked.

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