Waiting For More
•••
Why is it always me?
How can I do anything
if I whatever I do
ends up with me hurting?
I am tired of waiting
to get better
for answers that never come
for wasting tears
I am tired
of sleepless nights
silent filled rooms
I want more
I want to be more
but like with everything
there are things
that are more important
than what I want
I just have to forget
my hopes and dreams
and pray that others
have it better
because I wouldn't
wish this on anyone
Maybe I deserve this
the pain
I been asking for it
and it came as payback
Maybe tomorrow
there will be a miracle
the pain will go away
my headache won't return
I will find out
why it's always me
And everything
will be in the past
I can ignore everything
forget everything
Lie that it does not
haunt me
But until then
I am here
Waiting for more
for answers
I will wait forever
if needed
until I can breathe
without suffering
and love myself
without trying
Until then
I will stay myself
{Written in 2014}
YOU ARE READING
My Poetry
PoesiaPoetry is my way of coping. I write things down when I feel, see, or need to say something. I hope you like it, and I plan to always add to this. If you want to know what I am writing about, feel free to comment or message me about it. I, RandomMe66...
