BTS Scenario

+Kim Namjoon+

*Warning* This story contains sexual themes. If you don't feel comfortable with this please skip.

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Exhausted you get off of Namjoon and lay on the bed, back towards him. This was your favorite cuddle position. He swung his arm around you, embracing you harder so your back was overwhelmed with the heat of his naked body.

Namjoon and you had been dating for over a year and considering you were still a virgin, you hadn't taken anything too far.

Recently you decided to give it a shot, since you couldn't really let him wait forever. Not only that, but you became in peace with yourself and felt ready for the more advanced action.

What you didn't know or were aware of, was the pain coming with the little sacrifice. Sure you had read a lot of things about it, but feeling it now, it was much more frustrating than anyone described.

You were glad Namjoon was understanding and taking things slowly and smiled as he planted butterfly kisses on your neck, now that you both decided to delay the painful procedure until the next time.

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The next morning you woke up to find your bed empty. Sudden sadness crept its way into your emotion pool. Questions like: 'Why did he leave so soon?' or ' Why didn't he wake me up to cuddle?' levitated in the air.

Your phone vibrated signalizing an incoming message. 'I am with the boys practicing' Your mood sunk with the Titanic.

You couldn't understand your own outburst. But then if you thought about it, it was pretty much like a punch in the face and then leave without anything else to say.

So the next best thing to do was, cry in your pillow. After you recharged yourself with energy, you woke up, getting ready for college, not really sure if you could concentrate at all.

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After your classes had ended, you walked home with the same feeling you walked to school in the morning. A sudden honk scared you from behind.

Namjoon was there to pick you up and you smiled a little. You sat in your seat and you both drove off.

"We need to talk", you said gathering the confidence you didn't know you had and looked at him. His eyes were on the road.

"Ok, what about?" he asked looking at you once to give you the assurance that he was listening. You took a deep breath.

"Look I know that guys can differentiate between relationships and sex, but girls can not. We are more sensitive. You left me alone today and it felt really awful."

His brows twitched and frown. He looked at you again. Then back to the road.

"I don't understand what you mean...," you were afraid of this, yet you still kept going, tears slowly building up.

"You didn't even woke me up, cuddle before you went to the boys. I felt so left alone. It felt like a punch in the face and then not apologizing. Even thought I behave a lot like a boy I still am a girl..."

"I don't see the point. Really. I didn't do anything wrong, it was just like any other day. I find it really pointless for you to be sensitive," he said and that was all it took to release the waterfalls. You turned towards the window and sobbed silently.

Namjoon called your name a few times, then gave up, pulled off the road and took you into his arms once the car had stopped.

He repeatedly apologized and promised he would be more careful and try to understand you more.

This was no situation that drove you apart tho, it rather strengthens your connection.

{A/n}

Based on personal experience.