LOVE & LIGHT (Editing)

Six

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Ordinary girl  -Miley Cyrus
So give it everything or nothing at all
And get back on your feet when you stumble and fall
A little luck can go a long way

" Aren't you too young to be going for a sleep over at his house? " Sabrina asks Brittany practically yelling.

" Well, what do you know? " She spits back still sitting in front of her mirror.

"You're not going anywhere Britt, and I mean it! " she says feeling her pulse quicken in annoyance.

" Dad said I could go, so why're you up here in my face? " She laughs hysterically.

" well, he didn't know you'd be crashing over at a guy's " Her older sister states the obvious.

" but you do? and you've always got your ass up in my business, don't you?" She gets up and straightens her Jean dress hardly making any eye contact with Sabrina.

" Hey don't you fucking walk out on me! Brittany, Brittany, come back here this moment " She follows her sister down the stairs her fuzzy slippers hitting furiously against her feet.

" Don't use curse words on me, and don't tell me what to do " Brittany turns over with a finger pointed at her sister.

" You know Brittany maybe that's enough " Brianna's tone surprised them both when she spoke from the couch where she'd been struggling to no avail to concentrate on the TV show she'd tuned to.

" Always knew we weren't a twin, but don't make it obvious that you'd rather be on her side than mine " Brittany said laughing bitterly with her arms folded.

"Okay. I'm hungry anyways " Brianna weakly replied and slumped in the couch turning up the volume while she pretended to focus on "The Gifted ".

" I'll leave now. " Brittany turns the knob obviously hurt by how blunt and supposedly insensitive her twin was being.

"No, you won't! " Sabrina crosses the distance in between them and puts her hand on the one Brittany has on the knob.

" You know? No matter how much you try, you'll Never be Mom. Maybe you should get that up you controlling ass as a reminder." Brittany says softly knowing how her words were worsening old wounds and twisting a knife in her sister's gut.

Sabrina swallows hard quietly retrieving her hand off of the knob, earning a snicker from her sister who immediately leaves shutting the door in her face. Her eyes start to water but she sniffs repeatedly still staring blankly at the knob while trying to hold in her tears , Brittany's words echo in her head over and over until she starts to feel her head spin and nausea kicks in.

"Rina, maybe you should sit down" Brianna walks over to her side and pats the small of her back noticing her discomfort but her sister shakes her head weakly in response, silent sobs already escaping her lips as she does so.

" alright then, let me walk you up the stairs " She informs her rather than requests and turns her over starting for the stairs.

Each step seems to make Sabrina's heart heavier and she feels ashamed that her strength failed her and her younger sister has to aid her to her room while she cries like a weakling, maybe Brittany was right she'd never be like their mom, she wasn't as strong as the task of emulating her mother's footsteps required. She has never seen her mother cry all the years they'd been together and she was aware of how much stress her mother had been through, something she could never compete with.

" You hardly realised I made you sit in bed already, you've been mopping at the wall and sobbing. " Brianna stated but Sabrina was no where near earth despite her purposely increased tone.