Tales For The Broken

What deppresion is to me

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You should look at the pic above in full screen to see who wrote it not me I can't write something that meaningful.
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Looking out a foggy window wondering if I died you anyone care. Staring blankly at a screen with a simple question but you can't answer it cause there are so many other thoughts going through the your head. Lying on the ground thinking of all the things you did wrong and what you should have done instead. Seeing the world differently then say a nondedepressed person. Wishing you could see the glass half full but even if you do your glass is full of poison. The kind that kills you from the inside out. Walking down the halls and people staring at you like your a monster. Always saying "I'm fine" then smiling a fake smile that everyone believes. But all you want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. Watching the love of your life put their arm around a person you know you could never beat. Changing, trying new things to see what makes you happy but when you find something you like people judge you or you convince yourself people will. Noticing how people's faces change from happy to scared and concerned when they see your scares. Like no matter what you do you cant get out of this hole filled with depressing thoughts and the worst part is your alone. Like your trapped in an endless loop of sadness. Being consumed by darkness and your only light is falling into the hole of depression. Feeling like you will never belong. Being lonely in a crowd of people.
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So that was depressing lol. I hope you enjoyed if you did please vote. Comment your favorite emoji or what you think I should write about next. I know it's like 1 in the morning and I still have not gone to bed but who needs sleep not me. Lol. I actually wrote this about a month ago in my journal (I know how lame lol). Love you all. <3