Chapter Eighteen

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"Amanda" Andy's voice echoes through the back of my head, but it seems a million miles away "Amanda"

My head snaps up to look into his pierce blue eyes and I smile lightly. It's hard knowing though, that only a few more times I will see him.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing" I shrug, then sigh, running my hand through my hair

He sits down beside me, and I look down at the ground, "You know you can tell me anything"

Flashback***

"You know you can tell me anything" Cole smiles softly

"I just, I'm scared..." I tell him

"Scared of what?"

"You and I... we've been, ya know, for a while now. But we're not together"

"I like you, I like you a lot" he says, and I smile "I'm just not ready for a committed relationship yet"

"Yet?" I ask

"Yes yet. Eventually, I'll get over this. I'm just not ready right now"

End Of Flashback***

"Amanda" Andy's shaking me, and I look up at him

"Yeah?"

"Seriously, your scaring me, what's wrong?"

"Nothings wrong" I smile

Andy grabs my hands, and when I see the concern in his face I frown, "I'm okay really"

Andy doesn't say anything. He just grabs me and pulls me into a hug. My eyes start watering, and he holds me tighter.

Flashback***

"What did you do?" Max whispers, looking down at me

"Nothing" I wipe the tears off my face, and stand up grabbing my back "I'm just being over dramatic"

"I had sex with her and then left" he says and my eyes go wide, as do Max's. My face cringes at the word, and I squeeze my eyes shut trying to hold it in

"She's cheating on you ya know" I choke out "You left me for someone who's cheating on you"

"What?" Cole asks, and I grab my phone out of my pocket, then within seconds his phone dings "It's a video?"

"Watch it"

End of Flashback***

"You know" I whisper "That girl he left me for cheated on him" Andy pulls away and looks at me confused "Cole" I tell him "I'm sorry"

"Don't be" He shakes his head "Why are you going back to him though?"

"I-I don't know" I stutter "It's like, I know I should hate him, but I can't bring myself to. No matter how badly he hurt me I still love him."

"But he doesn't love you"

Flashback***

"He'll never love you the way I love you" Nick's palm collides with my face, and my entire body hits the ground

End of Flashback***

"You deserve someone who loves you" Andy tells me

Flashback***

I run from the park, to the closest place I know... Cole's house. He lives less then a block from the park, and he's my only hope. Once I see his house, I frantically knock on the door.

"Hey... Amanda?" He looks confused, then his eyes go wide when he sees how bruised my face is "What the fuck happened?"

"Can I please come in? He's out there"

End of Flashback***

"Maybe no one will ever love me" I whisper

"Hey" Andy says in a low voice, then I look up at him "I love you"

I look back down into my lap, and he bends down and kisses my cheek, then pulls me back into a hug, "I love you"

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