*play song*
Y/n's pov.
I yanked my hand away from him and put the blade in my pocket. I stood up, so does he.
" why do you care so much? " i asked.
And roll down my sleeve, since my clothes is dark F/c colour, it's not visible enough.
" everybody does, why would you think that? " he asked.
" that's how i live with my life " i said.
" we have to treat that " he said looking at my stain sleeve that is a bit visible and his hand is now stained with my blood.
" I'm fine with it " i said.
" no we have to " he retort.
" no " i said.
I felt him grab my wrist and i winced.
" s-orry " he said and pulled away.
" don't force it okay! " i shouted and ran away back to the dorm.
I arrived and i enter the room, to see Zane on his bed, with his phone. I ignored and enter the bathroom. I treat myself and clean the blood with some alcohol and peroxide.
It stings and i have to muffle my scream with a towel I'm biting.
" you okay in there?! " i heard Zane shouted.
" I'm fine! " i shouted and bandage it up.
I remove my makeup and change into my pajamas. (pic above)
I exit and jump on my bed making a loud, long very boring sigh.
" got nothing to do? " he asked.
" just mind your own business " i replied coldly.
" tch, suit yourself " he scoff.
People these days.
" nice pajamas " he compliment.
I look at him with a blank face.
" anyways, you did agree to watch my little horsies with me tonight " he said and i blushed.
" yeah, sure " i said and got up.
I walk over his bed and sat beside him. I blushed madly, I've never been this closer to a boy, except Mark, he's my step dad there's a difference. He's a hoe.
He's old, Zane's young, so that's the difference.
Zane play the episode and we watched it together.
I was hugging my legs to my chest and i can't focus.
" are you okay? " he asked, pausing the episode.
" y-yeah " i stuttered.
Zane's pov.
" you need anything? " i asked, why am i even asking this.
" no, you can start " she said.
I started it and i felt my heart keeps beating really fast when I'm near her. She is really something. I gotta admit, i do like her the fact that she's emo too. The make up she putted on this morning, it fits her beautiful fac–
What are you even saying Zane?!
She hates you.
Y/n's pov.
I don't hate him.
I like him.
He's like my type of a guy. Really emo, and my heart it beating really fast. Like i ran for my life from something.
But this, is because he really inspired me.
Zane's pov.
She really inspires me.
I wonder what's on her mind right now.
She's probably cursing me.
Y/n's pov.
I wonder what's on his mind right now.
He's probably cursing me.
Both's pov.
I think i have feelings for him/her.
~ Time Skip ~
Y/n's pov.
It's swimming lesson, i told the teacher i don't want to swim cause i don't want to. She slightly said 'okay' and didn't care.
I sat on the bench and mind my own business. I then suddenly felt wanted to go to the restroom so i did.
I enter the stall and mind my own business. After that i flushed and wash my hand then exit.
I walk back to my sitting spot, then Veronica, decided to show up.
She's my classmate, it's only been like 3 days and she's already being a bitch to me. She had like brunette hair and purple eyes.
" what is it again? " i asked.
" looks like someone can't swim " she said, i sighed.
" that's it? " i asked and bumped on her shoulder as i walk pass her.
" lame " i sarcastically said as i roll my eyes and sit on my spot.
I took out my bottle of F/d and my small box of blade fell. I grab was about to grab it but someone grabbed it.
I look up to see the teacher.
" this is not allowed in my class " she said and left.
Damn it.
I sat back down and just scoff.
" hey Y/n! " i heard my name.
I look down at the pool where i heard my name being called, it's the Travis boy. I met him in Science class.
" what? " i asked.
" why don't you come it? " he smirks.
" no " i said and took out my phone.
Then someone grab my arm.
" the fuck! " i startled and whoever it was pulled me hard, i stumble on my feet a little and ended near the pool.
I look up, this Veronica bitch again.
" what? " i asked.
" so how is this lame? " she asked and push me.
I stumble onto my feet and shrieked as i fell into the water. I manage to take a deep breath before i drop in. I open my eyes to see the water is turning red.
Shit!
I see the red colour coming from my sleeves. My cuts, they started to sting. So does my foundation. They mixed with the water around me making the colour very visible. It stings a lot.
I started to run out of breath and water started to flow in my nose. I felt an arm around my waist and pull me up out of the water.
As we're out of the water i cough up the water out. And i sit up.
My body are soaked in water my blood is dripping. Everyone is looking at me, i look down to see the blonde hair guy again from last time. He was also covered in my blood.
" oh my irene " i heard someone gasped.
My eyes widened when i realize the water was completely red and me sitting on a pile of blood dripping from my arms.
" shit " i said to myself.
Fuck, damn it Veronica!
Now everyone knows.
Dang it Veronica, whyyyy?
Bye!
ฅ'ω'ฅ
~ Mariko
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He Loves Me【Zane X Reader】[ Completed ]
FanfictionCONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS DRUG USE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " But your so cold to me sometimes " " I have anger issues " " From now on, can we like, be more than friends? " "...