He Loves Me【Zane X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 30 ]

*play song*

Y/n's pov. 

I woke up by myself and see the sun immediately shines at my eyes, i groan and pull the curtains to close it, which helps.

I realize i was sleeping on my stomach and my head is planted on the pillow. I took a deep breath and sit up slowly. I see I'm still wearing my clothes from yesterday.

I rub my eyes and yawned, remembering what happened last night. I flop back down on my back and sigh. My eyes are hurting and my body is soar after crying for hours. I should get more rest.

I took off my F/c jacket and throw it on my chair perfectly. I groan and pull my blanket. I look up at the ceiling and for no reason i put my arms in the air.

Seeing the scars and cuts I've made.

Somehow I've stop, I'm wondering what stopped me from doing this. I usually don't wanna stop, guess dad really helped me a little.

Just a little, he's still a bitch for me. I put my arms down.

Say, Zane didn't seem to see me last night. What was he doing anyways that night, did he come to see me?, but i didn't saw him in the crowds.

He must've just drop by to meet Aph and the others. Guess my 14 year old self was right.

No one cares about me and never will.

But i want more than care, like i did have some feeling towards Zane but he seems to forgotten about me. He doesn't seem to care about me anymore.

The way he looked at that mei'fwa girl. He looks like he loves her. Ever since summer started, he hasn't texted me a word or a single letter, not even a call. Only from others like that Jenny girl, asking how I've been and Aph.

As for Aph, she doesn't even mention anything about Zane to me. She has been off lately.

Speaking about 'off', I'm still wondering about Mariko, she's really has been not active lately as i mention last night. Sasuke looks like he's worried about her, and Tadashi tag along last night but when he saw me, he looks like he wants to hit me again but didn't when he saw Mariko.

Everything is fucked up right now and it's been a few weeks of summer. Three more weeks until summer ends.

I just didn't have that much fun really when I'm in this house, but it's even more boring at Karina's, whenever it's summer, her niece and nephew would always come and bother me.

Those small little hoes wouldn't stop touching my stuff. Her niece Briana broke my fucking socket cause she was forcing a pencil and it exploded, then i have to charge my phone in the living room every now and then.

Since dad adopt me back. I have a socket on my own.

But that doesn't matter.

I sighed once again and turn around, my back facing the window and close my eyes again. Drifting off to sleep slowly.

~ Time Skip ~

???'s pov. 

Y/n hasn't texted me ever since summer began. I wanted to text her but I'm not good at starting conversation, after the movie for yesterday, i felt off and I've been around Kawaii~Chan a lot.

She is a bit clingy but, i thought i heard my name being called last night. Y/n's performance was beautiful, but she didn't see me in crowds cause i was at the very back.

She looked like she had fun with Mariko on the stage.

I've always wonder if she have forgotten about me, it's been a few days. I'm a little worried, i care about her.

I have bad vibes about her, she seems to have fun with another guy last night walking down the sidewalk, i saw her with a werewolf alone. The werewolf look familiar but i couldn't put a finger on him.

He had that same look back in high school, i just couldn't remember who. But from what i have remembered a bit, he's no good. He had that smile that could rip apart someone's skin to Y/n.

I need to text Y/n but it still feels weird. We are dating after all, i just gotta tell her how i feel about her, even though we have but i didn't tell her fully, just a little bit. I see her feel hurt at the beginning of her performance.

She seems to worries about someone, i care for her but she knows that already. I wanna say something more or a little bit cliche but not too cliche. I wanna hold her for no reason. Her hand was smooth but her fingers was rough. Probably because of holding blades for cutting.

Okay I'm being a stalker right now.

Get it together.

Just tell her after summer and maybe i will tell her my true feelings all at once. No more turning back after that.

We'll have to wait and see.

You guys already know who it is.

Bye!

ฅ'ω'ฅ

~ Mariko