He Loves Me【Zane X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 27 ]

*play song*

Y/n's pov.  

I'm lying down on my bed, on my phone, watching a youtuber, it's called Kubz Scouts, this guy is kinda funny, i gotta admit, he says bullshit things about the game and it's pretty funny. I don't really know what to do cause Dom and Karen aren't going to the club tonight because Dom had to visit his father who recently pass away, Dom don't really have a good relationship with his father but he still has a little bond with him.

It's been a week and I've been wondering what Zane has been doing, he hasn't really texted me ever since, i don't want to text him first cause I'm not that good at starting conversations. Like how i started the group chat with Dom and Karen, like what the fuck is 'texto' ?, that's the most stupidest thing i ever texted.

The hickey on my neck had disappeared, after the night with Ein, it didn't felt right to kiss him, it was weird cause, since Zane and i are dating, i felt guilty. Mom and dad have been telling me not to do that and this but i don't give a shit about it cause who cares, that's like my line already.

Who cares.

It's already a habit of saying that after every sentence i say about people caring me or not, like it's true, who fucking cares?

I'm also wondering about how Mariko has been doing, that was three days ago, i also felt bad leaving early. I hope she doesn't get mad. And the scar on her wrist, she hasn't told me anything about it.

I've seen it multiple times, she seems to notice me looking at it.

I should literally do something than watch this guy. I switch off my phone and plug in the USB in, letting it charge since it's on 11%.

" hey Y/n " Aaron enters.

" there's a thing called knocking " i said with an irritated tone.

He exits and knock twice then enter.

" what? " i asked.

" mom and Melissa is going out shopping you coming? " he asked.

" and so do you? " i asked.

" no I'm not, mom told me to ask you " he said.

Well, i don't have anything to do. I sighed to myself.

" yeah sure " i said.

" they'll be leaving in 15 " he said.

He exits and close the door. Welp, gotta get ready then.

~ Time Skip ~

I'm done.

I regret coming with them.

They're so bored as fuck.

What the fuck am i doing here?

Who the fuck let me go with them?

Fuck my life.

" how about this? " mom grab a H/c shirt and put it infront of my torso. (hated colour)

" fuck no " i push it away.

" how about this? " i grab an F/c leather jacket.

" isn't that like. . . " Melissa started.

" too. . . " mom trails off.

" gangster style? " Melissa ends.

" no but emo and i like it " i said in a sassy tone a bit, i place i pass it to mom for her to hold it.

" thanks and your so fucking bored " i said and walk away to another section.

" we're in public, don't swear " mom scold.

" well i don't fucking care~ " i sang and walk around, checking boots on the isle.

" don't worry mom, you'll get used to it " Melissa said.

" i started cussing since i was like 14, when was that?, oh yeah a year after you ditch me " i sarcastically said.

" for the hundredth time Y/n, the file got mixed " mom said.

I mimic her in silent and roll my eyes then we went to the cashier.

We paid and exit the building walking to the car that is currently cooking under the sun. I went to the backseat and lie down.

" fuckin' drive, it's burning in here " i said.

Mom started the engine and she drives. Melissa on the front seat on her phone. I'm also on my phone, so far still no text from Zane, just wanna know what he's been up to.

It's very silent between us. I also kept having this feeling when i think about him. It's kinda romance, but it's not my thing. A little like admiring, i don't know, overwhelming?

" i kinda love the jacket you bought " Melissa said looking in the bag that is my jacket we just bought.

That's it, that's the word.

All this time.

All I've been feeling,

Is love.

It's a bit cliche isn't it?, i don't know what that even means.

Bye!

ฅ'ω'ฅ

~ Mariko