Singing the pain away..

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Jocelyn POV

I see you with her and it crushes me inside

Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time

Maybe this is what I needed maybe this is a sign

Maybe I've been blind to reality baby tell me

Every little glance my way

Every time you wanted to hang

You seemed so interested

Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head

Was it real or was it all in my head

She's so pretty you two look so great

Time for me to move on now it was probably just a silly crush anyway

But I just cant help but think that we, we could've had something

Have I really been blind to reality baby tell me

Every little glance my way

Every time you wanted to hang

You seemed so interested

Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head

Was it real or was it all in my head

Was it real or was it fake?

Was it all a mistake?

Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?

Did you ever feel the same?

Was my mind just playing games?

Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?

Every little glance my way

Every time you wanted to hang

You seemed so interested

Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head in my head

Was it real or was it all in my head

Then I heard clapping..I saw cameras..

Then I got a notication on Facebook..

Shawn posted..

My Lil boo singing the pain away...her voice is AMAZING!

I giggled and commented..

Why thank you SHAWN MENDES..

And that's when I found out we were spending the night...Here!

I got up and went to sky's room but while I was walking I saw Hayes.. Walking the opposite direction that's when I turned fast..

Sky: ohh hi! You ok?

Me: yeah why you ask?

Sky: nothing I'm sorry ..I almost let out one of your secrets..

Me: yeah it's ok..don't do it next time..

Then the door opened..

Hayes...

Hayes: hi sky!! Can I steal Jocelyn quick..

I looked at her and shook.My head.

Sky: n- wait actually sure Hayes..

Me: NOO!

Sky: bye!

Hayes took me to his room we sat in his bed and I faced the other way..

Hayes: SOO how are you?

Me: horrible..

Hayes: why..

Me: you should know..

Hayes: yeah if you told me..

Me: figure it out..

Hayes: did you see your mom?

Me: why do you care you HATE me..

Hayes: no who told you that..

Me: you don't need to know..

Hayes: it was sky huh?

Me: maybe..

Hayes: ok look I did..but didn't mean it..

I started to tear..I hate crying..

Me: yeah sure..

I sniffed and I guess he knew I was crying so I covered my face and he came and hugged me

It felt so good to be in his arms..he was rubbing my back..

Then I guess he was crying too..

Hayes: I'm SOO sorry..I swear I didn't mean it..

Me: then Hayes,,why did you say it..it's like you are replacing me..except the part of being your girlfriend..

Hayes: Jocelyn I was just soooo lonely..I felt like you needed space away from me..

Me: but why Hayes? I love being with you..you always make me laugh and smile everyday..and today's not one of them.,

Hayes: well I didn't know..

Me: yeah like I didn't know you had a girlfriend do you even like.,know her know her..like you know me?

Hayes: no not really..

Me: see hyes youre basically in love with a stranger..and sky doesn't even like her..and whats her name?

Hayes: Amy..

Me: Ohh..

Hayes: but I don't understand why youre so angry..

That's it he was irritating me..

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Ohhhhhh what's gonna happen? Comment and vote..- Jocelyn

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