Broken

Decisions

Sorry for the incrediblt late uplaod guys! i've been working alot and haven't had a chance to actually sit down and write, sorry:/ Hope you like it!

Chapter 14

I took Darian's hand in mine and looked into his eyes. "Please, can you just...wait a week?"

I asked him. I heard him sigh and I looked up to see him and his head once in agreement. "Only a week, it's dangerous to go longer than that."

I smiled, glad that I can put this off a little longer. I didn't want him to meet Eric, now or ever, but I knew he'd have to if he wanted to join the pack. I wish I could just leave with him, go someplace new where nobody knows me or thinks they know me but really don't. To get away from all the people who've hurt me. But the sad thing is, I know I'll never be able to. If anybody wants out of the pack, they have to ask permission from their Alpha and Beta, otherwise they'll be killed by our guards. I would've asked them to be released from the pack but with Eric being the future Beta, and his best friend being the future Alpha, theres no way that they would let me go. I know Eric's type. The kind of guy that doesn't want a girl but doesn't want anyone else to have her either. Kind of like a spoiled little child with an old, used-up toy. Wants nothing to do with it till someone else wants it. Makes woman feel so loved right?

I still feel a little bit of a connection to the bastard, but with Darian here, that will hopefully disappear completely. He was now my future, one I thought I would never have since the rejection, but already I know that I want him forever, and will never treat him like his mate has, or mine either for that matter. He will be my world, my husband, my lover. We will have a simple life, no more drama or pain, and filled with love and devotion. I can't imagine anything more amazing than the future I was picturing in my head. I maybe be only 16 but I know what I want, and what I don't. What I want is Darian, with our new born baby in his arms and a wedding band on my finger.

What I don't want any longer is Eric. Why would I want someone who rejected his soul mate, who screwed and did stuff with another girl right in front of her countless times? Eric isn't someone who could be reliable to be faithful. I can imagine him cheating on me on our wedding night or missing our child's birth because he's with another. I don't want to live like that. Ever.

I smiled up at Darian and let all the love I felt for him shine through my eyes. "I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and I don't want to wait to get my happy ever after. I want you now and forever." I told him honestly. His eyes started to glitter with tears and he wrapped his arms tight around me, folding me into his own cocoon-like embrace of love and comfort.

"I don't want to wait either, I already love you with all my heart, and I promise to never hurt you. You are my life Sirena, don't ever doubt that my love."

I kissed him gently on the lips. Our lips moved in sync, fitting together perfectly in a harmony as old as time. Our kisses became more heated, and before we knew it, we were both panting, for our lack of breathing and also because of the passion and ignites between us at every touch.

"Come home with me," I whispered against his lips, "I just got you and I don't want to be away from you again..."

"What about you're parents? Wont they be home?" He asked. I smiled at him, he's so cute.

"Nope." I said, popping the "P". He smiled at me and unwrapped me from his embrace. I was about to protest but he grabbed my hand tightly, tugging it slightly in eagerness.

"Then let's go!"

I laughed at his excitement and started to lead him towards my home. Well not really my home, just the place where I lived. That house filled with loneliness will never be home.

Together, hand in hand, we approached the two story white house. It was big, just the standard 4 bedroom home. Why have 4 bedrooms when there's only one of me you may ask? Well that was another one of the bitter disappointments for my parents. They wanted a boy, someone to pass on the family name to, but instead they got me. I dragged him through the back door and upstairs to my room. I turned to him after I closed the door to see him smirking at me. "What's that look for?" I asked him. "You're so cute, I love it." I blushed at his words and went to my dresser to put some pajamas on since we were both still in our birthday suites. After I got dressed in front of him (there's no point in being shy now) I went to my parents room and got a pair of basketball shorts for Darian. I quickly went back to my room and threw them at him, laughing when it smacked him right in the face. He gave me a fake glare and pulled them on his wonderful body. It was a shame that he had to cover that up but I wasn't going to sleep naked in a bed with a guy. I crawled into my bed and got under the covers, snuggling myself in. I heard him walk over to the other side of my queen size bed and climb in beside me, instantly wrapping his arms around me from behind and spooning against me. He kissed the side of my head and settled down behind me. "Sweet dreams, love."

"Goodnight Darian."

I heard his breathing even out and I knew he was asleep. I closed my eyes and knew that no dream could be better than the reality of what I have at this moment, in my new-found lover's arms.