The Trip Part

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I started reading a bunch of X fanfics and following a bunch of blogs on tumblr late night on June 17 and early morning June 18. If you look at the picture up there you can see the time I wrote that (which was literally the day of.. you know.) I was outside looking at the stars and since I love astronomy and Jahseh, I got an idea to combine the two and wrote a story about it. But then later that day around 5 something pm I got the news and it didn't hit me right away. But once it settled in me that he got shot I cried on and off for the next four days and decided I didn't want to do it anymore. Like I sworeeeeee I was gonna meet him one day. I was gonna become a famous author and when my books turn into movies I would cast him. But everytime I break down crying, I tell myself "X would want me to do this. He would want me to keep going." So I continue to write and it makes me feel better. So even though I may not get to meet him physically, I'll get to meet him in this story and we'll have that great relationship we would've had if someone didn't take him from me.

Annnnnnyway, I hope you enjoy! 😋

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