Moonlight // XXXTENTACION Fanfiction

Chapter 28 - falling stars pt. 1

-| I love that song with a passion! You should definitely listen to it ;) |-

July 12th...

::Andromeda's POV::

A few weeks passed by and we still hadn't found a way to get Anah out of The Cage. There was no way we could work around Carlos without getting ourselves in trouble as well. Paris told Carlos about her pregnancy with Ski and surprisingly, he wasn't angry at all. He seemed happy for them. And that was shocking.

Carlos got Paris' room finished and to my surprise, he let me have a mini fridge in my room. He put me on a 3 day pineapple probation because people started complaining that there were never any pineapples, mainly because Jahseh, Ski, Paris and I kept eating them. I'm having withdrawals. He also gave everyone back their phones, but he programmed them to where we would only be able to communicate with the people in the bunker. I guess it pays to be tech savvy.

I was starting to get antsy because as a Netherrack, I needed to be under the stars. I also needed vitamin D. Damn, I just needed to go outside. I noticed my skin wasn't as vibrant as it used to be. My confidence began to tank and I started dissociating again. I stayed in my room and didn't leave unless I was hungry, needed to wash clothes, and I could go for weeks at a time without eating. I started to miss my old life and it was taking a toll on me. Jahseh and Ski came to check up on me sometimes, but I never opened the door for them. I started avoiding them at all costs because I thought they might start seeing me the way I saw me. And I began seeing myself as a dull skinned fat piece of shit faced freak. After I got those braids, I went ghost on everyone. Paris gave Ski and Jahseh my number and they all texted and called everyday, but I still wouldn't answer.

I missed them of course, I also missed Emma Z and Tori, but my low self esteem wouldn't let me see them.

I was also dreading the dance Carlos was hosting. Someone came around putting flyers in all our doors saying that there was going to be a formal dance on the 12th of July, which was today. The picture portrayed a prom. I didn't wanna go because I didn't feel pretty enough to attend and I had horrible anxiety when it came to events like those .

I was binging Spongebob when there was a knock on the door. I muted the tv and shouted "Who is it?"

No answer.

"Who is it?" I asked again. Again, no answer. There was a thump outside of door, as if somebody dropped something. I got up and used my abilities to see how it was. I put my hand on the door and immediately felt familiarity. "Jahseh?" After I didn't get a response, I opened the door. There was a white to-go box on top of a medium sized brown box. I looked down the hall to see who left it, but no one was there. I felt it was Jahseh, though. He must've dropped it and ran.

I quickly scooted the boxes inside my room and closed my door before anyone could see me and try to start a conversation. I picked up the boxes and brought them over to my bed. I could smell fruit in the to go box so I didn't bother opening it. I tore through the tape on the brown box and opened the flaps, revealing a dress. I hesitantly pulled it from the box.