I'm His Sister

Chapter 15

Ami's POV

I wake up in a cell and my first instinct is to grab my katana, but, of course, it's gone.

"WHERE'S MY KATANA!" I yell and that clearly startles everyone nearby at my sudden loudness. "WHERE THE FUCK AM I NOW!" I yell again and I hear two guards laughing outside my cell door and I grit my teeth once I figure out that I can't break these chains like the last time.

"You won't be able to escape now blondie, you know, you could have joined us." One of the guards says to me and I see a smirk on his face through the bars of the window on my door out.

I tch. "Oh fuck yourself, I always find a way." I say annoyed and someone walks and I see it to be Sai, but I keep my guard up when I see he's not in his normal uniform. "Shit, am I the only sane person? Have I dealt with more pain and loneliness to realize I don't belong here? Is Kami punishing me more?" I ask annoyed and Sai smirks, which by the way, is very unlikely in front of me.

"You can say Kami is punishing you, though, for someone who's dealt with a lot of pain before, I would have thought you'd join quicker." Sai says to me and he see's the cold expressionless look in my eyes, that make me seem almost dead inside, and he flinches slightly at that. "Maybe the reason you haven't is because your almost dead as is." Sai says to me and I roll my eyes.

"Your better than this Sai, we share the same pain, both of us used to be used merely as weapons at disposal to someone's command, your don't belong here, you belong in the Hidden Leaf Village." I say to him as I pin him to the wall and the guards come in. "Big mistake." I say and I stomp on the chains, breaking them and I run out the door, locking it from the outside and I run, I just run, until I find a place and I skid to a stop when I hear Gengo talking in a booming voice around me.

"What you said to Sai, is still true, your a weapon at the disposal of your comrades. You don't know the term of human emotions, they're all fake around you, right here and now, I am showing you a way out of your prison that they've held you in for your entire life, you may think dancing is your outlet, but it was fear that instilled it into you, thinking you wouldn't get into trouble while dancing, but in reality, everyone shamed you for it, saying you look like a dancing ape." Gengo says soothingly as he walks towards me.

"You know, I let my guard down for one night, then I get thrown into crap, but you know what, if I'm a weapon, so be it, but, I know for a fact that Sai isn't alone, someone is gonna come for him, even if they won't come for me, they'll at least save him, since he belongs with everyone, while as I, still can't find my place or way." I say and Gengo looks at me shocked. "I'm weapon at someone's disposal, that's true, I have never once doubted it, Uncle told me that everyday as he trained me, told me that I'm a Jinchuriki, that I'm just a weapon who shouldn't have feelings." I say and I close my eyes as I walk forward and I guide myself to the top of the castle on a balcony. "If you truly want me here, stop me from jumping off this balcony." I say to him as I stand on the ledge backwards.

"You wouldn't." Gengo says shocked.

I smirk. "As you said, I don't belong in the Leaf or the Cloud, no one would miss me, so, if I jumped and died right now, that would be true, but if you caught me, you'd be contradicting your words."

'What are you doing?' Cece asks alarmed.

I have this under control, I can't die, even if I wanted to, I'm supposed to live longer than my brothers, remember? I can always catch myself.

'I hope so.'

"Your putting your life in danger, just to make me contradict myself?" Gengo asks me.

I open my eyes and he see's the look in my eyes. "I'm not depressed, I will always rescue myself, even if no one else, will. That's how it's been since I was young, and will be till I'm old. I will always survive, because I'm, a survivor." I say with a calm face, calm mind, calm tone and a calm body.