My Grey Nights {EDITING}

Chapter 10.

Chyna McCartney

I opened my eyes and met someones chest. I looked up through their arms that were wrappped around me and it was Sid. He was snoring lightly, and I smelled his colone it smelled good actually. Just for the record this was nothing new with us, we always slept like this. I slipped from his grip and went to his bathroom. I used the toliet then grabbed my tooth brush I leave in here, and began brushing my teeth. I felt a present in the bathroom and I turned around and Sid was standing in the door way stretching and yawning. I shook my head.

"You know you should really make some noise when you get up. " I said and spit the access tooth paste out of my mouth. He shrugged and walked away. Last night, we talked about everything, and I mean everything, we didnt fall alseep until it was four in the morning. Here we are waking up at twelve in the afternoon. I exited the bathroom and walked down stairs to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed me a bottle of orange juice and walked into the living room and find Sid on my phone. I sat next to him and watched him go though it.

"So this is Noah, the nigga that keep blowing up yo phone?" He asked looking at new messages I havent even seen yet. I snatched my phone out of his hands began reading them. He went into the kitchen then I started to hear water running.

Noah: Chyna, can you just text me back!

Noah: I'm sorry!

Noah: can we just meet at a local dog park? so we can settle things out Chyna, please...?

There are more but I don't wanna read then them. " Ugghhh!" I whined, dragging my self into the kitchen, finding Sid making breakfast. I sat at the island and put my head into my arms.

"Sid, why do I feel like this?!" I asked finally looking up. He stood over the electric stove, with no shirt on. When did he take it off. I thought.

"Chyna, just go see him. Plus, I don't want to see yo ass moping around here crying. A nigga like me ain't got time for that." He said puting a fourth grilled cheeses on a plate. He turned around and put the plate in front of me and sat down.

"You know, that wasn't really helpful." I confessed, bitting into the grilled cheese. Damn this is to good! I thought. I took another bite. He shrugged and grabbed him a grill cheese and began eating it. Maybe he was right. I overreacted seeing him with Katy, I should've asked who she was to him. But of course my feelings got in the way of my thinking. Again. I stood up and walked into my extra bed room and picked out an outfit. I pulled out a orange crop top that had Pink Floyd written on it. A pair of black sweat pants and some neon orange socks.

Walking into the bathroom I cut on the shower. I stripped my clothes and hopped in. I let the warm water caresse my body, and hug me into it's elegance of soothing waters. I let out a breathe and grabbed my towel and the bar of dove soap and began washing my body. After a ten minute shower, I hopped out and wrapped myself into a towel, then I walked into my bedroom. I went to straight to my draws and grabbed me a pair of dark purple under gardiments. I slipped them on and grabbed my clothe and started to dress myself.

Exiting the room I jogged down srairs and slipped on Sids white Nike AirForce 1," And what the hell do you think you doing with my shoes on?!" His voice boomed, I nearly jumped out my damn skin. I turned around and held my chest.

"What fuck Sid!" I said, looking at him like he lost his damn mind. He started laughing extra hard making me glare at him. I stomped towards my jacket and phone, grabbing them I walked to the door.

"Ohhh, shit! Chyna, I didn't mean to scare you like that!" He laughed.

"Yeah, whatever I'll be back jackass!" I said leaving out of the house. I pulled out my phone and went to noah and pressed call, putting the phone to my ear, I picked up at the second ring.

"Gello." I said into the phone, getting into my car.

"Hey Chyna." He said. He sound so cute!

"Hi, err I agree in seeing you. So, wheres it located?" I asked biting the inside of my lip.

"It's on Cater street." He said arously. " Um I'll meet you there." He said.

"Okay, Noah." I said then hung up before anything else was said. A side of me was saying no don't go see him, while the other was already making me drive out of the drive way and go where ever he said to meet up.

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Pulling up to the dog park, I hopped out the car and saw him sitting at a nearby bench on his phone. I took a deep breathe and started walking towards him. Walking up to the bench I sat next to him, he didn't notcie until he looked up. He stared at me with those dazzling blue eyes. Dammit I thought. I looked away from his gaze and looked ahead at the dogs running around and playing.

" Chyna, I never meant to hurt you. You know that right?" He said staring a whole into the side of my head. I just nodded,

"No you don't, look at me" I turned to him and a single tear glided down my face. I wiped it away. "Talk to me Chyna, you haven't talked to me in five fucking days! Please, just say something!" He begged, his eyes turned a little darker and he grabbed my hands. His touch sent chills down my spine.

" Noah, what the hell was I suppose to do! You, you didnt even let me explain, you were mad and-and -" I tried explained.

"No, I was never mad, I was angry but not at you. Before you came over I got a call saying my mom past away. I needed you for some reason, but I hid behind the pain that was there. When you came over I don't know I guess the I just... lost it." He said then looked away from my face. I stared at him and I felt so stupid! I didn't know. I said I hated him! Oh my god, if only he would have told me!

"Oh my God, Noah I'm so sorry!" I said grabbing his face so he could look at me directly in the face. A crystal clear tear slid down his cheek. I wiped it away. "It's going to be okay." I assured him.

He nodded. "Thanks. . ." He said. He grabbed me by my hands and pulled me a little closer to him on the bench. "You are, amazing." He said, I smiled and looked down at his hands intertwine with mine.

"But why would you run away from me?" He questioned my head snapped up and I looked at him making me remember what I wanted to ask.

"Who is Katy to you? "

"My niece why?" He question furrowin his eyes.

I started laughing, is he serious! I thought. "That's why I ran, I thought she was your girlfriend or something!" He shook his head smiling. He cupped my face into his hands,

"The only girl I'm looking forward to, is you." He said bringing my face closer to his. I started to breathe rapidly, he pressing his soft pink lips against mine. I froze and started to kiss back. He grabbed the back of my neck and deepened the kiss. His mouth tasted like cinnamon and sugar. He pulled apart to get air and he leaned his forehead against mine.

"I like you, and I hate it." He breathed out.

"What's that suppose to me-"

"Just shut up before yo ruin the moment." He laughed. He pulled me close and we just sat there.

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July 14, 2014