My Grey Nights {EDITING}

Chapter 11.

Chyna McCartney

It's been a week since the kiss Noah and I had, and things have been great! I went home Wednesday and got all of my clothes and personal items and moved then into Sids place. My mom begged me to stay for some reason. Then has the audacity to threatened me talking about if I leave she's taking me out of college. I honestly think she needs help and I really hope she gets it before its to late. Arial, I don't no whats up with that girl but im done trying. Then my dad, he wished my good luck then he got mad and agreed with my mom. But other than that I'm good and just happy I'm away from them and their problems.

Sid still haven't met Noah. I don't want him to just yet, becuase it might turn out for the worst and I'm scared for Noah. But right now I'm over Noah's house watching movies becuase he said wanted some company. I was snuggled into his chest while we sat on the couch, watching 'The Fault In Our Stars'. I think I cried four times now and Noah was about ready to cut it off, becuase I keep crying.

"Oh my God Noah, thats was so sweet did you hear what he said!" I cooed wiping my eyes. He laughed,

"You know, its really not that serious." He confessed, pulling me closer to him. I didnt say anything. He signed, almost like he felt flustered and frustated.

"Chyna I have to tell you something..." He said sitting up. I pulled myself off of him and paused the movie. I turned towards him and sat indian style, giving him my undivided attention. "Yes?" I asked staring deeply into his eyes, he looked away from my gaze which made my stomach twist. I bit the inside on my lip nervously and looked down at my hands.

"You know the kiss, just forget about it." He said looking back at me. My head swiftly turned his way. I looked at him confused and my eyes searched his face rapidly.

"What? " I emphasized making sure I heard him correctly.

"Just forget about the kiss, it was just in the moment." He assured. Is he serious right now! I thought.

"You know what Noah." I laughed looking away from his face and bit my lip trying to push back the tears that were about to come.

"Come on Chyna, it-" He started, he grabbed my hands and I snatched them out of his grip.

"No! Shut the fuck up Noah, Im tired of you and your damn mixed emotions. Your stupid ass is sending me mixed signals, and you know what, I'm done! Call me when your ready to be a man." I yelled, I put Sids shoes on and grabbed my car keys I started walking towards to door when he grabbed my wrist and turned me around aggressively. I was pressed against his chest, he held onto me tightly as I was trying to to break out of his hold, but it wasnt happening.

"Chyna, I just feel like we're going to fast. Okay?" He loosed his grip on me and I pushed him away.

"Okay, but I will not sit here and suffer, more than I am already. So call me when your ready Naoh Smith." I walked out of the door and slammed it. I wiped the tears that were lingering in my eyes and got into my car. This is to much I thought. I turned the car on and made my way back to Sid's house.

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Walking into the house I heard screaming... no more like moaning. I scrunched my face and walked up stairs. Then I smirked, looks like I'm finna ruin his little sex session. I ran up stairs and they were still going at it. I walked up to his door and grabbed his door knob and twisted it. it was open. I bust into the room,

" What the fuck is this Sid!" I yelled, he jumped off of her and she pulled the sheets over her body, and looked at me scared out of her life.

"You told me you didn't have a girlfriend!" She yelled in his face. I started laughing so damn hard!

"What? Get the fuck out Chyna!" He yelled, oh my goodness. His face started to get red. I walked out the room and ran down stairs. I sat in the front room and wiped the tears in my eyes away and smiled. Seconds later the girl came down stairs with Sid running right behind her. She was fully dressed, this must be Malaysia. Oops. "Oh you stupid asshole. Don't text me, call me or anything! I'll be gladly changing my number." She sarcastically smiled. I chuckled and shook my head.

"Malaysia, babyyy we can work this out!" Sid insisted. She walkes out of the house and slammed the door. I broke out laughing, Sid turned to me and mean mugged me,

"I really dont like you right now!" I laughed, then I started to think about Noah.

" I don't care, plus Noah and I are at it again." I confessed. He made his way into the living room.

"What the hell do you mean? Y'all just started to getting back on good terms." He grimaced taking a seat in the love seat across the room. I nodded,

"I know, he kissed me the day we met back up and -" I was cut off. "This nigga kissed you!?" He said turning a light shade of pink.

"Thats not the point Sid damn!" I yelled. "And today he told me to forget about it. He was just in the moment! " I confessed, and I started laughing, hiding my true feeling from this situation.

"Chyna you don't need this nigga if he keep giving you mixed emotions." He said sincerely. I nodded,

"I know I told him that and he says were going to fast." I said looking at him, he shrugged, " lets just stop talking about it want a drink?" He asked, I nodded and he walked into the kitchen and got and bottle of vodka, sprite and two glasses. He came back into the living room and sat them on the table.

"We finna play a game!" He yelled all gay like making me laugh. All I know is I'm about to wake up with a hangover tomorrow morning.

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July 16, 2014