My Grey Nights {EDITING}

Chapter 28.

Chyna McCartney

I sat in the living room with Malaysia and Sid just cracking jokes and talking while watching tv. I had to say Malaysia was cool and she kept a smile on Sid's face which kept a smile on mine. The only thing that was bothering me was the rain because every time thunder would strike down Noah would pop into my head. I know I said I'm done but y'all just don't know how hard that is when he's the reason in who I am today. Yeah, he hurt me and other things but beside that I loved him so much shit, I still do.

I also noticed it's been raining a lot lately. It's New York it always rain but not back to back. I wonder what this means, you know?

"Mami...Chyna, you cool?" Malaysia said tapped my shoulder. I looked up at her hazel eyes and I smirked.

"Yeah, I mean why wouldn't I be?" I said smiling. She nodded then shrugged. "Shit, I don't know! But I wanted to now if your doing anything this week?" She asked as Sid stood up and walked into the kitchen.

"Nope, not that I know of. Wassup?" I asked. Her eyes sparkled,

"You wanna go out? You know girls day out?" She asked.

"Oh yeah boo, of coarse!" I said smiling and she signed like she was relieved.

"Good. I thought you were going yo say no." I laughed,

"Really?" She nodded.

"Well Sid wants us to get along and get to know each other so yeah. By the way, I hope you don't ever think Sid and I will ever get together because it will never happen okay? And sorry about the sex thing, me breaking it up. I was having a bad day that day." I assured. She nodded and smile.

"Thanks. I didn't think you'll like me. Plus, if he did cheat on me with you. I would have to cut both of you bitches." She said opening her mouth and pulling out a blade from the side of her cheek. I looked at her wide eyes not because of what she said, but because I was amazed that she could put one in there with out cut her mouth open.

"How the hell can you put that in there with out cutting yourself?" I said as she put the blade back into her mouth.

"Oh you just have to-" A knock at the door cut her off.

"Sorry, I'll be right back boo." I said getting up to go see who it was. Who the hell comes when it rain like this!

"Who is it!?" I yelled, and they just knocked. I rolled my eyes and opened the door. I just stared at him.

Noah.

His eyes were red as if it was lack of sleep. He was fucking soaked and his nose was red.

"What are you doing here?" I said as the thunder roared upon the sky.

"I miss you, and I love you!" He yelled over the thunder and the thumping of the rain hitting the concrete.

I started to laugh. "Are you serious? you think I believe you right now?" I said trying to play hard to get knowing that I wanted to jump right into his arms and kiss his fucking lips off his face.

"Please Chyna, Ivy was a high school crush. You have to believe me. I miss you so fucking much! I can't fucking sleep because your always on my mind." He said grabbing my hands. Staring deeply into my eyes. I don't know why I was getting emotional. My eyes started to get blurry as tears dripped down my face.

"You hurt me Noah! what the fuck!-" I cried. He nodded and squeezed my hands.

"I know Chyna, I know. I can't let us, You slip away from me like that. No, I love you Chyna. Okay? I love you so fucking much! I can't live with out you." He said. I bit my lip and nodded. I was done playing.

"I love you too." I said and the smile I adored so much spread across his face. He pulled me into the rain with him as he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he laces his lips with mine passionately. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and sucked on my bottom lip. I didn't care that I was getting soaking wet and might be sick. I has happy that at least I was doing it with Noah. All this damn time I was thinking he don't fucking care and now we're in the rain getting wet.

He pulled away and put me down. I wrapped my arms around his neck and stared deeply into his eyes. "I missed you so much Noah. Why would you kiss Molly in front of me! You don't know how much that fucked me up.". I said as we just let the rain hit our body.

"I don't even know. I was in the moment. She smacked me after you ran shit hurt like hell to." He smiled. " I'm just happy you didn't say no." He said kissing me again.

"Oh hell yeah! I just got multiple fucking pictures of this Sid. Look at this cute Shit!" I heard Malaysia yell and I laughed.

Maybe the rain is my journey and was giving me signs saying that everything will be all right.

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August 1O,2O14

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