I want to be Happy

I want to be Happy- Chapter 2

The next Chapter, hope you liked the last one, i know it might have been a bit sad, sorry if you didnt like it

ENJOY :) xx

“Time of death, 1 pm” the woman said, I looked at her then at the other man sitting in the chair next to mine, I looked back at James’s body who laid on the bed lifeless, I sat next to him I held his hand, as I stroked his face

“I promise you, my baby will know just how wonderful you were” I quietly said, I put my head on his chest and cried into him, about 5 minutes after I felt someone put their arms around me

“Hun, we have to get him off” I got off my brothers lifeless body I wiped my eyes, I saw that the man had hold of me, I leaned into him so I wouldn’t fall, the door opened I he help me out, they then got James out and coved his face, I started to cry again,

“I’m sorry” the man said to me I nodded and watched as they took my brother away from me, I was standing at the door when I heard someone shouting

“Laura... Laura is that you?” I turned around to see Nate walking with a girl towards me, my vision was blurry, I looked back at the door they took my brother though

“Hey, I got a phone call saying James’s had been hurt?” I wasn’t looking at him so he couldn’t see the tears falling from my eyes, he was about to turn me around when the two paramedics that were in the ambulance came walking out the doors, they came over to me

“Again we’re sorry... um he were told to give you his wallet” the lady said to me I looked down at her hand where she has holding  his wallet, I nodded and sniffled,

“I’m sorry again” she said before walking away from me, I was still looking at his wallet, I opened to see a picture of me and him at the park, that was our favourite place to be, I put my hand to my mouth to try and make my crys quitter

“laura?” I had forgot that Nate was still behind me, I saw him walk in front of me, his hand lifted my head up, I couldn’t see him, all I could see was a blurry person

“How bad is it?” He asked me, I saw a tear escape his eye before I could say anything the doctor came up to me

“Umm sorry miss are you the Sister?” he asked, I walked past Nate to stand closer to the doctor

I nodded at him “You can see him before we have to take him, if you want?” he said to me

“Will someone tell me what’s happened?” Nate asked, the Doctor looked at me then back at Nate, he looked at me again

“Do you want me to leave you two alone for a while?” he asked me

“No, I can’t, can I go and see him?” I asked him, I didn’t look at Nate, the doctor told nodded so I walked to the door and looked in the window saw his body just lying there, I put my hand on the window, I couldn’t go in, I looked back at Nate was watching me, I looked back in the window, the tears just come on coming, I fell to the floor and put my head in my hands, I felt some one pick me up

“Shhh… You’ll be ok” I knew it was Nate, I looked up at him and saw he was crying

“He was the only family I had leaved” I cried into his chest, we sat by his room for a while until they took him away

--- 1 week later, The funeral ---

I was sitting on James’s bed looking at the photo of us, I rub my little bump

“Laura.. the cars here” I heard Nate say, he told me a couple days ago that he was moving to new York for school, I had no idea where I was going to life, I wiped my eyes and stood up from the bed, I didn’t look at Nate, I walked down stairs where there were all his friends from school, there was no family, we only had each other, I didn’t look at anyone and walked, I stopped when I saw the car with his coffin in it, I felt my legs go like jelly, I leaned against the doorframe, I felt someone put their hand on my shoulder

“We can get through this” Nate said to me, maybe he would get thought this but how will I, I walked away from him and got in the car, in the main car there was me, Nate, Jordan, Matt they were all his close friends, I started out the window the whole ride there, we got to the church and I sat in the car till Nate spoke to me

“Come on” he said while holding his hand out for me, I looked at him though my blurry vision, I took his hand, people came up to me and sorry for my lose, me and Nate waited for everyone to go in the church.

I will do the next cahpter in the week :) xxx