- okay sidetone Youngblood is my fucking shit and Valentine is my favorite thing-
I am not usually one to express my feelings, but waking up next to Emma again has been a feeling I have missed so dearly. And no there was no sex involved what so ever, after the club we just went home and talked and talked. I explained why I waited for her so long even while she was in a relationship.
the truth is when you find someone that you strongly connect with , it is working on .
now I understand I had totally fucked it up before but it was for the better in my eyes now, not what I did because I will forever pay for that, but the fact that she got to grow as an individual and fall in love with someone , and at the beginning yea I did not like Jake and I was scared he was going to mess it up like I had once before, but he proved me wrong and loved the living shit out of Emma and although i did not like him I would have never wished his death upon him. Not to mention I was actually rooting for them, like if I could never have Emma again at least I would know she ended up with a great guy.
But now that I have been given this amazing chance I will not mess it up, I looked over to the girl I still loved for ages, knowing that she was not in love with me at the moment but I was going to be here and the moment it happen it was going to be fucking amazing.
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