College player⛓Ethan Dolan

Chapter 7

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The feeling you could describe me when I woke up this morning was fucked up

I throw the grey duvet off of my body and get up throwing my new X^O shorts on and grabbing my grey fuzzy blanket and walk to my bathroom opening the cabinet and taking my pill then walking downstairs

Sitting down on the couch and just looking at the black screen silence filling the house

I thought if I was gonna make breakfast but I mentally said no

I feel to the side my head hitting the couch as I got into a comfortable position and just layed there for an hour and going back to sleep

I wake up to the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs and I slowly start to close my
Eye lids but the footsteps come closer to the living room and stop once they see me

"Hey Ellington how you feeling"Mackenzie said and I looked at her like 'bitch how the fuck you think I'm feeling' face

"I don't need y'all giving me sympathy I just need you to treat me the same"I said and they all nodded

"We get it Ell"Grayson said plopping down right next to me and giving me a hug

"Thanks Gray"I said and I look up to Ethan and see him Pissed he saw me staring and he looked away clenching his jaw

We let go and some walked away and into the kitchen I'm guessing to grab food as I stayed of the couch messing with my hair as Ethan sat down next to me taking Grayson's place and turning on the tv

Spongebob was hovered over and he looked at me

I looked at him with a smile as he clicked on it and it turned on showing squidward yelling at Patrick and spongebob

"Um did Ryan say anything of why he did it"he asked me being unsure if I was gonna answer such a sensitive topic

"Yeah"I said and he looked at me wanting to know
I mentally thought should I say why but then I started talking

"He said it was "my boyfriends" fault for taking his spot on the football team"I added quoting my boyfriend

His face drained of color

"Ellington oh my gosh i I don't know what
To say"he said looking at me with a face full of sorrow 

"There's nothing to say"I said as Jessica brought me a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch

"Yeah obviously since he basically raped you because of me"he said raising his voice a tad and his face turning full of anger

He let out a breath and ran his finger through his hair

He plopped his hand on my knee I guess trying to say it's ok but I flinched the fuck out
Of my body almost jumping lot of my skin he looked at me shocked and sad

"I'm sorry"he said

Everyone got up making sure I was ok

"I need to leave"I said and put on my shoes and left the house with my keys and getting in the car

I drove off and hour to my spot and got out of the car and walked down a trail to my spot

I got to it and all it was, was a cliff that hung over the water looking over the LA city

My phone was blowing up and I looked at it seeing a message that stood out the most

Ethan
I'm sorry for what I did and it made me upset to see you like that and react that way because of me. I'm sorry for everything I wish I was there for you before any of this happened so I can stop it.