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Listen to your heart (chapter 10)

*Vanessa’s POV*

It’s been 3 days since I’ve last see Liam. We’ve texted quite a bit, but it just doesn’t feel the same as when I’m with him in his presence.

Don’t get me wrong, I’d love to spend every day with Liam. But I did come here for a family vacation so it’s only right to spend time with my family. Besides, Liam hasn’t even asked me to hang out with him or anything. I don’t even understand why. Were friends now and to continue our friendship we actually have to see each other.

But I guess it has only been 3 days. I haven’t saw Matt in a while and our friendship is still stronger than ever. Speaking of Matt, he hasn’t responded to any of my texts or messages I left him when he didn’t answer my calls. That’s really weird and completely unlike him. We probably just don’t have proper service due to the long distance away we are from each other.

Right then I was snapped out of my thought and back into reality when my phone started ringing.

It was…

Ashley?

I was hesitant about answering it, but I did anyways. My curiosity in why she was calling would have been killing me if I didn’t find out.

“Hello?”

“Hey  Vanessa!”I’m here with Matt. Were just calling to tell you were back together!” She said enthusiastically

What. The. Fuck. I guess it will be harder than I thought to avoid her….

“And he couldn’t tell me this, why?” I snapped back

“Because we thought it would be easier to tell you when were with each other, so we could both here your reaction” She said with less enthusiasm. I could hear a hint of evil in her voice

“Since when were you guys together?” I curiously asked

“For about 5 days now. By the way, I heard you and Liam are friends now.” She said coldly

“And how would you know that?”

“I have my ways” she said evilly

And with that she hung up. How could she have possibly known?

Then I remembered…. I texted Matt saying that Liam wasn’t so bad and that me and him are becoming quite good friends….not that Matt even bothered to respond.

But why would Matt and Ashley suddenly get back together? I knew she broke Matt’s heart and he would always have feelings for her, as much as he didn’t want to. You can’t help what your heart feels, I of all people should know. Would Ashley only be using Matt to get back at me? Probably. I don’t want to see Matt get hurt again. Is this the reason why he has been ignoring me and acting like I don’t exist? I wonder what lies Ashley has told him about me; he would never believe anything she says, would he? They say love can make you blind of what's really happening.

Only time will tell.

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I was walking down the beach admiring its beauty. This place was honestly so gorgeous, I could stay here forever. It was like I was away from the world and I felt so free.

I needed to get some fresh air and get my mind off of things. Whatever I tried to think about, my thoughts always came back to one person.

Liam.

As much as I tried to stop thinking about him, I just couldn’t. I could hear his perfect voice, see his flawless face. I don’t know why I felt this way, but I did. And just the thought of him could turn my frown into the biggest smile. It feels like I have known him for a lifetime. We have a special relationship that I am not going to throw away. I just don’t know if he’s avoiding me?

What have I done wrong?

At times I couldn’t help but feel like our feelings were mutual. But then he always does something to prove my theory wrong. Every time I fall fast and hard for a guy, my hopes are always let down when they don’t feel the same way.

But I’m not giving up; my prince charming is out there somewhere.

All I can really do is keep searching.

I walked back into my hotel room and looked at my phone, debating whether to call Liam or not. But I really needed somebody to talk to. Besides, he was only here for a couple more days so I could spend the next week with my family.

I dialed Liam’s number…

“Hello?” he answered. He had mixed emotions in his voice, but I could tell he was stressed

“Hey Liam, its Vanessa”

“Oh hi, why are you calling?” He asked straight up

“I was just wondering if you wanted to go for a swim or something?” I asked nervously. I bit my lip scared of what he was going to say. He didn’t even sound like he wanted to talk to me.

“I can’t right now, I’m really sorry”

I didn’t ask any more questions, I just hung up.

I knew I couldn’t be friends with a guy like him, he can’t be trusted.

Matt was really the only true friend I have, and I can’t even trust him right now.

I have nobody.

I just wanted to give up on Liam. My mind told me I don’t need this extra stress and to let it go. But my heart was telling me not to give up on him.

I always listen to my heart.

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